Nothing's Fine, I'm Torn.

Change of the heart

I stared at the big white wall of the classroom. The longer I looked, the more he seemed to go away. A new schoolday had begun, this day seemed to take longer than forever. Mrs. Burgey, who was also our geography teacher, continued to talk in a tone which was very soporific. I looked around at the other boys who were writing quickly, as if they wrote every word she said on their paper. I couldn't believe that they were really serious about this two months, what did we learn from this? We were here only because of Paul, not for ourselves. I couldn't wait until I could sleep normal and longer again. Everything is better than being here..

I looked at Liam who took the case off of Laura. I didn't know if it was up to me but Liam was from day one in love with Laura. Right when we had the first lesson, he was sitting beside her. I never thought that Liam would fall in love with girls with curly hair, she had the same kind of curls as me but than much longer. Laura was also in the group of Kristen. Only without Kristen around, she looked much more social and much more openly. I was awakened from my thoughts by something wet that flew on my neck. "Ah nasty.." I quickly wiped my hands on my neck that felt wet and sticky. "What are you doing?" I turned and looked at Niall and Zayn who let out a loud laugh. Niall had his head on the table and had his book on top of it. By contrast, Zayn had his hand for his mouth to restrain his laughter. "Nasty, you toddlers.." Before I could pretend that I was paying attention Mrs. Burgey stood in front of my table. "What did you say young man?" Her eyes bulged out and when she talked her saliva flew around. The splashes flew in my face, on the table and even on my clothes. I didn't know how fast I needed to clean my face and rubbed quickly over my cheeks. "Gross.." The rest of the class started laughing and Mrs Burgey hit with a big bang on the table to get the class quiet. "What did you say young man? What is dirty?" It now seemed as if her eyes would jump out of anger. "You spit lady and not a bit too .. "I quickly wiped my clothes back to remove the last drops of saliva. The class began to laugh even harder and I felt a pat on my shoulders, sure Niall or Zayn. Mrs. Burgey now began to tremble her foot and pointed with a boiling facing to the door. "Leave Mr. Styles, now!" After she said that the whole class was silent, all you heard was the trampling of her heels which matched with her blue earrings. 

I walked outside and sat down at the empty picnic table to sit in the sun. The sun made a warm vapor above the tables, there was no cloud in the sky. It was quiet in the schoolyard, deadly silent. I took my ipod out of my bag and flipped carefully through the songs, a sensitive one because I felt like it. The sound was so loud that if you walk along you would clearly hear the text. I closed my eyes and song softly along with the lyrics. While the rest of the boys were in geography lesson, I enjoyed the nice weather. That is the good life, and ofcourse the life I was used to. Suddenly there was an earpiece pulled out of my ear and I felt a hand on my knee. "What are you doing here, Harry?" She looked at me intently and smiled. "Has she thrown you out already?" The only thing I could do was nod because I was away, sank in her beautiful blue eyes. "Have you lost your tongue, Harry?" She giggled softly and blinked. "Uh, no no. Not at all.." I did not know was it was but  that girl made me nervous, but in a good way ofcourse. Why was I so stupid to say nothing? I'm not twelve anymore? Come on Harry. While I was giving myself the courage Kristen suddenly stood up. "I speak to you later, Harry .." She picked up her silver purse and before I knew I felt a pair of lips against my cheek. Then she walked quickly to the big red building..