Touch - JiminxReader

Chapter 4

I'm woken up by the sun shining in my eyes.  Damn blinds, I think to myself while rolling out of bed and walking to the bathroom.
            After getting out of the shower and wrapping myself in a towel I decided I was gonna try and look cute today. I grab my blow dryer and curler and begin to do my hair. Then, I throw on a pair of black jeans and a loose purple tank top to match, pairing them with a pair of black platforms. Realizing I had little time to do my makeup I throw on some mascara, concealer and a nude lipgloss. I quickly set my makeup with some setting spray and make my way downstairs.
         As I get to the bottom of the steps I'm greeted by my mother,
"Good morning, Y/N! How'd you sleep?" she said cheerfully.
"Mom, I really don't understand how you're always so damn happy in the morning." I say groggily.
"Y/N, watch your language. There's pancakes and bacon on the table for you. I'm running late again so I gotta go. Love you!" She said while walking out the door and waving.
"Love you, too!"
         I quickly sit down and eat my breakfast before making my way to school.
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         I get out of my car and start making my way towards the doors. I'm almost there when I hear someone calling my name.
"Hey Y/N, wait up!"
I turn around to see Taehyung and two guys that I've never talked to before running towards me.
"Hey Taehyung." I say awkwardly, eyeballing the two strangers. He gives me a weird look before realizing what I meant, saying,
"Y/N, this is Yoongi," pointing to the guy on his left who was falling asleep while standing up, "And this is Jungkook," pointing to the guy on his right who was smiling. Awe he looks like a bunny, I thought to myself.
"Hi Y/N, it's nice to meet you!" Jungkook said still smiling.
"You too.....Taehyung, can I talk to you for a second?" I say glaring at him.
           I walk around the corner to the side of the school and turn around to face Taehyung.
"Tae, who the hell are those guys?" I ask while gritting my teeth.
"Just some old friends of mine. Don't worry, they're cool." He says while watching the birds fly by.
"Do they know about me and my...situation?" I ask while looking at the ground.
"Yes, I told them before I introduced y'all. I didn't want them to touch you and you have an episode." He explained.
"Alright. Thank you" I say.
"Mhm...so when are you planning to tell Jimin?" He asked while wiggling his eyebrows playfully.
"I don't know yet. When the time is right I guess." I explain.
"Alright, well the bells about to ring. We should get to class." He said while looking at his watch. I just nod my head and turn around and make my way towards the doors.
          As Taehyung, Jungkook, Yoongi and I make our way to our classes I remembered I had to get my English book.
"You guys go, I gotta stop by my locker." I state. They all just nod their heads before continuing down the hall.
          I open my locker grabbing my English book and as I go to grab my pencil case my locker is suddenly slammed shut. I turn to my right to reveal a smirking Jimin.
"What can I do for you, Jimin?" I say returning back to my locker, beginning to spin the dial to the first number.
"You know what I want, Y/N." He said, still smirking.
"Fine. Meet me at the park down the street after school." I say opening my locker, quickly grabbing my pencil case and slamming it shut. I look at him once last time and quickly walk away to English class.
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          Today was pretty uneventful, besides the ordeal with Jimin in the morning and Taehyung, Yoongi, Jungkook and I sitting together at lunch. I'm making my way to the park when I hear someone calling my name. What's with all the name calling today? I turn around to see Jimin walking towards me with coffees in each of his hands. He catches up to me and hands me one of the coffees.
"What? Did you poison this?" I ask with a playful smirk on my face.
"No, dumbass. I was trying to be nice. But I'll take the coffee back if you don't want it." He reached out trying to take the coffee from me. I turn my back and run away from him. For one, I wanted the coffee, and for two, I didn't want him to touch me.
           Him and I reach the park after a short 5 minute walk, filled with an awkward silence. He takes a seat on the bench Taehyung and I sit on whenever we come here, while I take a seat on the ground. Jimin leans back, putting his arms on the back of the bench saying,
"So?"
"So what?" I ask while sipping on my coffee.
"Don't play coy. Why don't you let people touch you?" He asked while making eye contact with me.
"Well to make the story short, I have Haphephobia." I said quickly, going back to sipping on my coffee.
"What the hell is that?" Jimin asked, looking at me as if I started speaking another language.
"Haphephobia. A fear of being touched. I'm scared of people touching me. I will avoid it at all costs." I said while staring at him.
"Oh. Were you always afraid or did something happen that caused you to fear it?" He said with a curious expression. I paused, thinking about how to answer his question. I decided being straight forward was the best way to go.
"When I was 14 I was raped by my step-brother." I said with a monotoned voice.
"What?!" Jimin yelled with wide eyes and a shocked expression.

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After this chapter rape will be heavily talked about. So please please pLeAsE, if this triggers you do not continue reading. BUT ON A HAPPY NOTE HERES ANOTHER CHAPTER. it's trash but it's something right? kk. it's late af. peace out ✌🏽