a/n- we're just gonna skip to when y/n arrives at school cuz i'm tired of writing the same shit when it comes to y/n waking up lol. ur outfit is above tehehe.
I enter the school through the glass double doors and instantly all eyes are on me. Fellow classmates are whispering to each other, others are giving me dirty looks but I just ignore it and keep walking. That is until a group of girls come up to me.
"Hey, Slut." Some random chick with way too much makeup on.
"Excuse me?" I said giving her a shit ton of attitude.
"Are you deaf? I called you a slut. " She said while crossing her.
"Who the hell are you calling a slut?" I yelled, the anger quickly rising in me.
"You, of course. I mean who has sex with someone they don't even know?" She said with a smirk while her little minions behind her laughed.
"What the hell are you talking about?" I asked with my bitch face on display.
"At the party the other night. I mean you had sex with what's-his-face correct? What was is name again? Oh yeah, JJ."
Just hearing that name made me wanna puke my guts out. I refused to talk about what happened at the party with anyone. It brought up too many memories.
But the fact that she was calling me a slut over something that wasn't my fault pissed me off beyond belief, but I was tired of fighting with everyone.
I was tired of fighting with Jimin, with Taehyung, with this random chick, with everyone.
I was about to respond with a simple 'okay' but before I could someone interrupted me.
"IU, get the fuck outta here. Calling her a slut and shit? YYYEAH OKAY. Sleeping with JJ wasn't her fault by that way. But um....what's that on your lip? A cold sore?"
I look back to see Jimin. He had a fire in his eyes that I've never seen before. His voice dropped like 4 octaves. He looked genuinely pissed and I was lowkey scared. A mad Jimin is not a Jimin I wanna deal with.
IU quickly cover her mouth and ran off, obviously embarrassed.
"Shows over! Get outta my face!" I yell to the students in the hallway who stayed to watch everything go down.
Everyone quickly clears the hallway, leaving me and Jimin alone.
I slowly turn to face Jimin and he's already facing my direction and staring at me.
"Thank you." I say with sincerity because without him stepping in I probably would have beat the shit out of her.
"Can we please talk?" He didn't even acknowledge what I said. He spoke with pain in his voice while his head was down.
"Yes. I'll actually listen to you this time." I said with a slight smile, trying to lighten the mood.
His head shot up and his eyes were wide as hell. I'm surprised the didn't pop right out and land on the floor.
"Let's go to the roof." I said while turning around and walking away. I knew he was following me because I heard him running to catch up to me.
On the roof cuz who wants to hear about walking up stairs?
I walk to the farthest corner and face away from the door looking out at the view of the area around the school. Jimin walks up to my side and just starts staring at me. It was honestly kinda creepy.
"So you just gonna sit there and stare or you gonna explain?" I say still looking out at the view.
"At the party, when I disappeared, I was at the bathroom. I didn't wanna tell you because I knew you'd freak out about being alone and I didn't want that. On my way back IU pulled me onto the couch and basically told me that if I didn't become her bitch for the night that she'd make your life a living hell. Y/N, I did that to protect you. I didn't sleep with her because I wanted to. I have feelings for you, not her. When I came to this school, you were the first girl I thought was beautiful. The other girls here got nothing on you. You drive me crazy. You'll do the simplest things and I'll lose my shit. I'm so sorry. Please. You've got to believe me." He explained while looking at me the entire time. Usually I'd call that a load of crap but he had this look on his face and the tone of his voice made me believe it wasn't bullshit. I actually believed him.
I turn to him, look him dead in the eyes and say,
"Okay. I forgive you." with a smile on my face.
"Really?!" He yells with excitement and relief in his voice. I just nod my head in response.
He goes to grab my hands but I back away before he could touch me. His touch used to be comforting but now it scares me a little.
"But I don't know if I could go back to the way things used to be. Yes, I forgive you but you still slept with her. Every time I look at you I see you and her together and that makes me wanna puke." I say while crossing my arms.
His face quickly drops and I can see the pain in his eyes.
"Y/N, please. It's not like I wanted to sleep with her." He replied.
"I know but she was just another one of your meaningless hookups. I don't wanna be one of your sluts. I don't wanna be played." I spat.
"Y/N, it's not like that! Yes, I've played girls in the past but you're different. I actually have feelings for you. I'm thinking with my brain and not my dick. Y/N, I don't want you for your body, I want you for you." He said while stepping closer and grabbing my hands. I pulled my hands out of his grip and say,
"I just need time."
"Y/N-"
"Jimin, just give me time. You don't want me to lose feelings right?" I asked.
He shook his head vigorously, I'm surprised he didn't get whiplash. But, he lowkey looks like kid. He's so cute.
"Then give me space. Every time I look at you I see you and IU together and that's gonna make me hate you. Give me time and it'll pass." I said with a slight smile.
"Can we still be friends? Can I still talk to you? I don't wanna lose you completely. If I can't call you mine that's fine but I can't lose you as a friend." He said with his head down and tears filling his eyes.
Oh my gosh, this kid. He's acting like I'm moving or like I'm dying or some shit. My goodness.
He's about to start crying and I don't want that so I forget about the fear of his touch and I tilt his chin up so he's looking at me and I grab his shoulders and say,
"Jimin, calm the fuck down. You're not losing me. I just want some space. Then, we can see how we feel about each other. If we lose feelings we can be friends or if the feelings are still there then we'll work from there. Now, stop acting like I just killed your dog and get your shit together."
"I'm sorry. I'm just an emotional fuck." He said while giggling to himself.
"Don't be sorry. You're not some douche who keeps his feelings inside. It's cute." I say with a smirk on my face. He instantly starts blushing and my heart feels like it's about to explode and I'm smiling like a fool. I forget about him fucking IU for a second, but the thoughts invades my mind and my smile fades and my mood changes. I go from smiling and giggling to glaring and giving attitude.
"I'll see you around, Jimin." I say with a cold tone and leave to go to class, leaving him on the roof by himself.
a/n- so this chapter was all over the place lol. i honestly have no idea where i'm going with this story. i'm just winging it at this point haha. but y'all learned that jimin used to be a fuckboy lol. if y'all want some backstory on that then let me know. and i'm sorry it's been taking me forever to update. i have finals that i'm working on but after that im on summer vacation and i'll try to go back to updating daily. also, i'm sorry for any typos and/or grammar mistakes. AND WE HIT 200 READS! when i say i'm shook i mean it. i didn't think this book would get more than 10 reads and here we are with 200. thank you. i'm out ✌🏽❤️
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FanfictionY/N has haphephobia, a fear of being touched. How will she cope when a man walks into her life and turns it upside down? - - - Public Service Announcement- Rape is involved in this story so if you are sensitive to this topic then please read at you...
