I walk through my front door, kicking off my shoes and throwing my bag on the floor. I walk over to the fridge and pull out a beer. I don't normally turn to alcohol when shit hits the fan, but after the week I've had, I'm for sure getting wasted tonight. (A/N- I ain't the type to be like "underaged drinking is bad and you're a bad person". I'm not saying that. But if you're gonna drink pls be smart lol.)
I open the can and instantly chug all of it. I'm interrupted by my mother,
"Y/N? Is that you?" She yells from the living room.
"Yeah, mom. It's me." I yell back.
"What are you doing home so early? School isn't over for at least 2 more hours." She says while walking into the kitchen. I turn away from the fridge with tears in my eyes.
"Awe, Y/N! What happened?" I could tell she wanted to hug me but I turn back to the fridge to grab the bottle of vodka sitting on the bottom self. I open it and take a long swig of it.
"Y/N, answer me. You never drink like this" My mother says sternly and takes the bottle away.
"Hey! Give that back!" I say with an annoyed tone in my voice.
"Y/N..." My mother says, her voice trailing off at the end.
"Okay! But don't get mad okay?" I said
"Okay." She responded. I proceeded to tell her everything that had happened up until now. Everything including meeting Jimin, Taehyung confessing, JJ showing up, sleeping on Jimin's kitchen floor, Taehyung's betrayal, Jimin turning on me and Jungkook and a Yoongi being twats.
"Y/N! Are you kidding me right now?!" She yelled.
"Mom, you said you wouldn't get mad." I said looking down, twiddling with my thumbs.
"JJ SHOWED UP AND YOU DIDNT THINK TO TELL ME?!" She yelled with a mix of anger and hurt in her voice.
"This is why. I didn't want this to happen." I said quietly. My mom sighed and put her hands through her hair.
"Where is he now?" She said calmly.
"Who?" I said confused.
"JJ, dipshit." She said laughing.
"Damn, sorry hoe. I didn't know who you were talking about. But I don't know. Jimin beat the shit out of him and literally threw him out of his house. Haven't seen him since." I said laughing.
(A/N- this is how my mom and I talk to other lol. If y'all wanna change up wording go right ahead. We're so mean to each other 😂)
"Okay. Well just lay low for awhile. Hopefully he won't show up again." She said standing up and walking to the fridge, pulling out bottle of water. She opens it and starting drinking it, but her eyes widen and she spits the water out.
"HOLD UP WAIT. DID YOU SAY THAT JIMIN AND YOU CUDDLED ON THE FLOOR?!" She said yelling.
"Those weren't my exact words but yeah." I said shrugging.
"Y/N, you haven't willingly let anyone touch you i years! Do you like Jimin?" She asks, raising an eyebrow. That got me thinking. Do I like Jimin? Is that why I'm so upset at the fact he turned his back on me?
"I don't know. Maybe? I haven't known him that long, like 2 weeks, but we're always together." I said shrugging.
"Oh my god! You like Jimin! Holy shit, Y/N!" I said happily. We both break out into laughter but are interrupted by a knock on the door.
"I'll get it. Sit down." I said standing up and walking to the door. I open the door to see Jimin with his head down.
"What the hell are you doing here?" I said, anger rising in me again.
"Y/N, I'm so sorry for what I said earlier. I didn't mean it" He said looking up slowly.
"You sure about that? Looked and sounded pretty sincere to me." I said rolling my eyes and crossing my arms.
"Y/N, please." He said, tears in his eyes. I wanted to forgive him, but the pettiness in me wouldn't let me. I shut the door in his face. I turn around and walk back to the table, sitting down with my mom.
"Was that Jimin?" She asks. I just nod my head.
"He was pretty cute, Y/N." She said smirking.
"Mom stop. It'll never happen." I said standing up. I walk up the stairs and head to my room. I lay down on my bed looking up at my ceiling. It begins to rain and I let the rain hitting my roof and window put me to sleep. I'm done with this day.
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I'm woken up by my mom barging in my room.
"Y/N." She says sternly.
"Oh my god...what?" I said annoyed at the fact I was just woken up.
"Jimin's been standing outside in the pouring rain ever since you shut the door in his face." She said pointing at my window.
"What?!" I said shocked at what she just said. I get up and walk to my window. What I see shocks me, Jimin standing out in the rain, soaked to the bone with his head down. I turn to my bed and check my phone, seeing 1 text message from Jimin.
Jimin:
I'm not leaving until you talk to me. Actually talk to me.
"Y/N, just talk to him so he can go home." I hear my mother say. I nod my head and go down stairs. I throw on a pair of shoes and open the door. Jimin's head instantly shoots up. I walk out to where he was standing and say,
"Jimin, go home. It's raining, dipshit." I yell so he can hear me.
"Not until you talk to me." He yells back.
"I'm talking right now aren't I?"
"You know what I mean!"
"Fine! Let's talk then!" I can feel the anger rising in me for the millionth time today, and begin again,
"My friend, fuck that, my best friend called me a liar and doubted the fact I'm deathly afraid of being touched. I'm hurt that you would even think that, Jimin!" I yell.
"I know and I'm sorry. I don't know why I said that! I was...jealous." He said, his voice descending at the end.
"Jealous? Did I hear that right?" I said, my eyes widening.
"Yeah, I was jealous alright? Not at the fact you beat the fuck out of him. At the fact you even talked to him knowing what he did. I wanted you to talk to me and only me." He yelled.
"Jimin, why are you being like this?" I yelled, confused at his behavior. He hesitated a few seconds but said,
"Because I have feelings for you. And you might hate me for what I'm about to do and I'm sorry." He grabbed my face and pulled me into a kiss. At first I was confused at what was happening but eventually kissed him back. He was the first to pull away, putting our foreheads together. Realizing what just happened and what it confirmed I whispered,
"I have feelings for you too.."
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A/N- I've never wrote anything more cringy than this. Yes, they were kissing in the rain. Cliché. I'm sorry for this cringe worthy chapter. But, because i was inactive for like 3 days I wrote a long chapter. Thanks for reading. And again iM sOrRy FoR tHiS cHaPtEr. I'm out.
P.S.- thx Mackenzie for giving me ideas 😉
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