Touch - JiminxReader

Chapter 24

SO JUST A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT- IM SO FUCKING DUMB AND I HATE MYSELF. I WENT BACK AND READ THE LAST PARAGRAPH OF CHAPTER 23 AND "HE PLACING HIS HAND ON MINE AND BEGINS DRIVING AGAIN."? THE FUCK KIND OF SHIT IS THAT?? SO JUST A QUICK THANK YOU FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE PUT UP WITH MY DUMBASS. i'm so fucking stupid i'm done with myself. k i'm done lol.

I love you, hoes. (don't take that the wrong way. i call everyone a hoe)

It's been about another 20 minutes and I still don't know where Jimin is going.

To be honest, I don't think he knows either.

"Jimin, where are you taking us?" I ask while biting my lip.

"I don't know. I'm just driving around." He responds, irritation in his voice.

"Am I annoying you or something?" I ask, furrowing my eyebrows.

"Honestly, yes." He says in a cold tone.

"How? This is the first time I've said anything to you in the past like 20 minutes." I say, confused and hurt.

"Just your presence is annoying. Now please, just shut up!" He snaps.

This bitch.

This fucking bitch.

The fact that he said my presence was annoying pissed me off beyond belief. I was livid and seeing red.

I look out my window to see an open field that led into the woods.

"Jimin, stop the car." I demand.

"What?" He asks, irritated again.

"Stop the god damn car." I demand again.

"What? No." He snaps.

"JIMIN, STOP THE FUCKING CAR BEFORE I FUCKING JUMP OUT!" I yell, anger completely taking over me.

He pulls off onto the side of the rode and hits the breaks.

I take off my seat belt and open my door.

"What the hell? Where the fuck are you going?" He says, anger in his voice.

"You said my presence was annoying you right? Well I'm getting away from you." I say with attitude.

I get out of the car and start sprinting towards the woods, ignoring his calls for me.

I run and run for what seems like miles.

When I finally stop running I see a beautiful creek surrounded by trees and an open area, free from trees and bushes.

I walk to the open area and lay down, looking up at the leaves from trees that blocked me from seeing the sky and listening to the birds chirp.

It's beautiful.

Peaceful.

A break from society.

A break from all the bad and evilness in the world.

My thoughts are interrupted when I feel a presence near me.

I sit up and look behind me to see no other than Jimin.

A mad Jimin.

A Jimin that's giving me a death glare.

A scary Jimin.

"What the FUCK, Y/N? Why the hell would you pull something like that?" He snaps.

I've never seen him this mad.

Not even when he fought JJ.

"You said my presence was annoying. And you told me to shut up. I literally did nothing to deserve that!" I yelled, anger filling me again.

"That doesn't mean you can run off into the woods!"

"You had it coming." I said, turning around to look at the creek.

"Y/N, drop it before I say something I'll regret." He says in a low voice.

Scary.

My head instantly snaps back to face him.

"Oh yeah? Like what?" I question.

"Y/N, stop." He demands.

"No, say it. I wanna hear it." I say, standing up and walking towards him.

"No."

"Yes."

"No, Y/N."

"Yes, Jimin."

"NO!"

"Yes!"

"I WISH I NEVER WENT UP ON THE ROOF AND GOT WITH YOU!" He yelled in my face.

So he wished he never started dating me?

He wished I wasn't his girlfriend.

He wished I wasn't in his life.

My face is blank. Emotionless.

His eyes widen and his hand goes up to cover his mouth.

"Do you wanna break up, Jimin?" I manage to choke out while holding back my tears.

"No, of course not! I didn't mean it." He said with tears brimming his eyes as he steps towards me and attempts to grab my hands.

"You said it so you obviously mean it!" I yell and back away from him.

"Y/N, I just got done telling you how much I love you in the car. I almost had a mental break down at the thought of losing you!" He shouts in a broken voice, letting tears fall down his cheeks.

"Yeah, well people can be really good liars." I spit, surprising myself with my tone.

I want to believe him.

I want to run up to him and comfort him.

Tell him how much I love him and how everything's okay.

But I can't.

Because even though I love him more than I love myself...

Everything is not okay.

Far from okay, actually.

"Mom, can you c-come p-pick me up-p? Jimin and I broke up." I sob through the phone.

"I'm sorry babe, but your mom's unavailable right now. But maybe if you tell me where you are I could come get you."

That voice...

Fucking JJ.

a/n- i'm sorry it took me so long to update and i'm sorry this chapter is so short.  

Between work, color guard and family/personal issues it's just been really hard trying to find time to write.

But i'm gonna finish this damn book, even if it kills me.

As usual, i'm sorry if i made any spelling/grammar mistakes. Have a nice day/night lovelies.

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