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Hoseok

I try to be happy. I try to put on a cheerful personality but sometimes it gets to much.

I've been crying a lot lately. For some reason the fans don't seem to like me, like I'm not good enough for them. Too ugly.

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Ever since I was a child I've loved dance. In the family living room to the radio, or in my bedroom alone. When I was around 14, I entered a dance competition and I won. Starting off my journey as a dancer.

I learnt to sing and rap and soon I was chosen for a Kpop group, BTS. All the members were great to me, treated me well. Most of them left for other things but Min Yoongi and Kim Namjoon stayed with me. They were my best friends.

When more members joined the group I started to feel down: They were all really attractive. More attractive than me and I didn't feel comfortable with myself.

And when we debuted all I got was hate about my looks. People saying that I was ugly and that I should leave the group. At some points I felt really bad and felt like if I left, BTS would do better without me, people would prefer it if I left.

But Yoongi helped me. He said that I was beautiful and that they are stupid for not seeing that.

All the members are great friends to me and they cheer me up a lot. I put on my happy self for them and try to cheer them up too with my 'sunshine personality' and 'cheerful smile' that I try so hard to show.

I wish that I was handsome, like Jin. He gets the nickname 'Worldwide Handsome' and countless compliments on his looks. I'm a better dancer than him but who cares about that when you see our faces on the internet and immediately get attracted to the tall brunette that goes by the name Kim Seokjin.

That's not me. I'm only Jung Hoseok, J-Hope, Your Hope and Your Angel.

I may not be good looking enough for you but I try. I try to be the happy smiley person everyone loves.

A/N: I DO NOT and I repeat DO NOT believe that J-Hope is the least attractive member. None of them are, they are all beautiful humans that should be protected from all haters. These are just what some ARMYs (or should I say ANTIS) said to him.

No one should feel like they should quit something for someone else, and I think that it is horrible that people told J-Hope that he should leave BTS (this was along time ago I think).

Even though he is such a sunshine and a smiley happy person I feel like he could be hurting inside and keeping it to himself. But we will never know. I just hope that he knows that he is beautiful and handsome and cute. 😊