From BTS's debut onwards.
Each member has an insecurity that makes them feel like they aren't wanted in the group and that they aren't good enough. Whether it maybe talent, looks, weight etc, no one is perfect. They learn to over come those insecur...
I came from a poor family. We lived on a farm and I'd have to help out in the fields a lot. My parents are great but they were always busy so I lived with my grandmother.
I love her with all my heart and she is like a parent to me.
I can confide in her. Tell her my worries. Come to her when I'm down or want to eat. I owe a lot to my grandmother because she's always there for me.
She, along with my parents were always supportive of my dreams. When I was accepted into BTS they were happy for me and let me become the person I wanted to become
My grandmother said she wants to see me on TV. I will make sure that happens for you grandma, I will make your dream come true, and I will make you proud.
I didn't have many friends as a child. I was bullied a lot. My grandmother said it was because they were jealous, I tried to believe her but I always wonder, why me?
Now I enjoy making friends, I make them in the most random places. I made friends in the washroom on multiple occasions.
At events and stuff I would make new friends, from other Kpop groups. Baekhyun from EXO is one of my best friends and also Jonghyun from Shinee. I hold my friends and family close to my heart and I'd do anything for them, they mean everything to me.
I was the secret member. No one knew I existed until debut. I would always watch the other members film video logs and lives together and I couldn't do that. I had to watch off camera or do something else in another room.
I'd make my own video logs. In secret. No one else could see them, because if they went online then my manager would kill me.
I thought that maybe I wasn't good enough. That I was just there until they found someone better. I would be kept in the dark until they found someone for attractive, a better singer or someone who could dance better than me.
I had a lot of time to practice, being away from the cameras and on my own. My singing and dancing teacher once told me when I was younger that I had no talent. (A/N: this is actually true - but look at him now bitch) I wanted to improve, show everyone that I was worthy of being a part of this team.
A/N: My bias Tae! His grandmother was a huge part of him growing up and she was there for him. When she passed away last year it was a particularly hard time for Taehyung. He was away in the Philippines at the time and the day of her funeral was the day BTS won an award for BS&T. She was too late, she didn't get to see Tae on TV but she will always be watching and cheering him on from heaven, proud of what Taehyung has done.
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^ he's so cute 😊
Jonghyun was one of Tae's closest friends and when he died last year Taehyung, along with a lot of us were devastated. Tell me whether I should include his death in this because it could be a triggering topic for you, and I don't want to make any of you cry because of it.
I had exam week last week that's why I didn't update but I will more now they are over. It's my birthday in 2 days (17th May) and the day BTS Comeback in the UK (cause we are behind - if that makes sense, so they comeback in Korea on the 18th, but it is still the 17th here 😁)
