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Jungkook

I was only a kid.

I was only 15 years old.

From a young age I was made an idol.

I was in the industry for most of my teenage years. I practically grew up with them. They are my family.

I was so shy. I wouldn't talk to anyone. I'd practice alone and only sing when no one else was listening. I wouldn't shower until everyone else went to sleep. I was so self conscious.

But he helped me.

He helped me break out of my shell and grow as a person. I became less shy when I met Taehyung.

He cheers me up when I'm down and comforts me. He's the best friend I could ever ask for.

I don't want to be treated like a baby, but sometimes thats what I need. A moment when I'm not under all the pressure, when I can just relax and act like the youngest member I am.

I may be the maknae but I don't want looking after. I love my hyungs, I know they are only looking out for me and that I need them too, it's just I don't want people to think I'm weak.

I'm not just some cute child. I'm older now. So I need to prove it, somehow.

I must prove myself. Show everyone that I can be strong. I can be grown up and mature like everyone else.

But I'm still the same shy Kookie I was, deep down. And no amount of time in the gym is gonna change that.

All the pressure of being a Kpop idol is sometimes to much. And sometimes I might crack under it all. But as long as they are by my side, and are there for me, I can do it.

A/N: Jeon Jeongguk!

Even though he is the youngest member I feel like he doesn't want to be treated like that all the time and be babied. But also I think he sometimes needs to be, made feel secure and safe among all the pressure of being an idol.

But anyways. That comeback was amazing!!!
Fake Love is amazing and all the other songs too! They all look so attractive like always and they are just so perfect.

But one thing... In The Truth Untold, Taehyung only got 2 lines... what is this?! They should get the same amount of lines because none of them are a better singer than the other, they are all amazing and vocal gods so please can they have equal lines, please and thank you.

Sorry for my rant 😂