1)Different Hearts❤Halal Journey Of Two People(edited&completed)

chapter=18 You are hurting both of us(edited)

Give it all to Allah, have faith, and show love to those who love you and yourself. Quit overanalyzing and thinking negative thoughts and self-doubt.

Yumna:
"Ahad what are you saying?"I asked him after staring at him for longer than I should have but I just couldn't help it.

He was not even returning my calls.

"Everything has been arranged, you know, even wedding cards have been distributed," I told him, knowing that if I do not control myself, I will burst into tears in front of him.

"It was just an accident, Ahad, an accident that changed your thinking," I tried to reason with him before my brother walked in and noticed something was wrong.

"An accident in which you were about to be killed," He countered, and I simply stared at him.

"You saved me and Allah saved the two of us; you are also healing. Why are you doing this? I am fine, can not you see that I am right in front of you?"I asked, knowing by now that my voice was betraying me too because he was already a part of my life.

He looked down and attempted to sit, but I told him to rest. "I just do not know okay, just back out and I will take all blame there is no need of continuing any further it was a mistake of sending proposal again I can not risk," he said.

But does the man even listen?

Let him think whatever he wants of me; I do not care. "You lying, you are saying it was a mistake, so I say no. And what if everyone else gets hurt, I will not say no. I can not hurt so many people's feelings and you are hurting us both," I told him.

What was stopping him? I understand. He was pushing me away, so even though it is a big deal, I want to help him every step of the way.

"Yumna You do not know the real me—I was all drama and fake—so please, just leave me alone while I give you one last chance.Continuing to stare at the door as though he was waiting for someone to stop him and put an end to this conversation, he said.

"No, I cannot!Can not you see everyone's smiling faces?Parents, relatives, and others have already done everything; do what you want and say what you want; I do not believe you because I know there is something preventing you from being with me," I stated.

"Wow, when did I get so bold?"
Before he narrowed his eyes and turned to face me, he was not even paying attention to what I was saying.

He said, "Be ready for consequences," and all I could do was smile.

Empty threats.

"I am willing to take on a challenge and convince you otherwise," I declared, then I sat down on the coach to wait for Imran.

"I am not worthy of you,"Even though he muttered as if I should not hear, I still answered that.

"Who are you to make that decision?"I started reading Heart of Thunder after asking him and taking out a book I had brought in case I got bored.

As if we were two strangers, silence descended upon the room. Do emotions really change in a day?How can I explain things to him?It is okay if he chooses to ignore me; I will do the same. But, insha'Allah, Allah will assist me in winning him over. We will discuss after the wedding in a halal manner.
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I prayed some duas and blew on Imran, who arrived very quickly. My brother just smiled and looked at me, so I will try to accomplish a few goals with him insha'Allah. Imran checked on Ahad and signaled to me with his hands that he was resting.

I blushed and averted my gaze shyly when he told me that Ahad and I made a cute couple.

In order for him to drink the water I had prayed for, I took a bottle of water, opened it, and blew into it.

The discharge paperwork was prepared, but since Ahad was already dozing off, we chose to wake him up. Imran assisted Ahad in getting to our car.

I prayed to Allah to lead us all, support me through this difficult time, and help me understand why Ahad was acting in a way that was hurting us both while I was driving. I kept my eyes fixed on the ground.

Why was he acting in this way?

"What is causing you to smile on your own?" Having saved his name, I noticed a message appeared on my phone, which I read through the notification.
Surprised he messaged me.

"Why was he sending me private message?"So there is a first for everything.

"Just a thought made me smile; was it bothering you?" I texted him.

"I had no idea you were that bold," I did not respond to his text; instead, I texted our group, to which Imran responded.

He glared at me when I told him to concentrate on driving because I had added Aisha to the group—that was a first for him because he had been avoiding her. I just smiled, and they both indicated that I had gone insane.
Spending time with them is enjoyable.

I will truly go crazy, but smiling is good for your health. "Imran and Aisha, they make cute couple also and we can go on double date," this thought made me smile again.

We are all happy regardless of what they believe, as long as Allah is aware of it.

I finally replied to him and turned off the data, grinning maniacally. That smile stayed on my face until we got home. "Be ready Ahad to face me I will always be by your side, me and you are two different hearts, two different people and feelings let us not talk about that, let the journey begin as this was just the interval," I said.

I wonder what he was thinking because I dared not look him in the eyes while he was in the car.