Infatuated Bliss

Persist

I'm done

I'm done with all of it

I'm tired of searching for The Meaning of Life

I'm tired when it's full of strife

I don't want to search anymore

-I don't want to live anymore

Please, help me

Help me search for A Reason to Live

Even when I've given them everything I can give

I can't persist

I don't want to exist

This life already pains me

I won't even bother searching for tranquility

Not a peace of mind

Not when I have tried- tried

Till they threw me into the grave

And now it feels like I'm lost in a cave

A cave of regret and fear

The regret of the life I have lived only to hear

That I was a disappointment

The fear that I'm scared of losing you

I already gave up on searching for The Meaning of Life

Now, I just need A Reason to Live

Because the hope for that is all I have left

When everyone has given up the rest

And given up on me