Isn't it funny
How I have to fight myself on a daily basis
Just to eat a meal
Just to stop myself from feinting like I did yesterday
Just to feed this bottomless hole that constantly begs for more or it will kill me
Because when I look into that window
I can only see a red stop sign waving back and forth between the numbers
telling me to stop eating for at least today
And then it says that the next day
And then the next
And then the next..
And then it's been at least a week
And then I feint-
And then I eat for a day
And I feel great again
That should hold me over for another week or two
I mean
At the very least I'm not bent over a throne of porcelain
With my fingers in my mouth forcing myself to lose weight
I'm simply ignoring the hunger pains
Simply forgetting that I didn't eat today
YOU ARE READING
Infatuated Bliss
Poetry"This is the mindscape carved by a blade, engraved into my mind. The same blade I used to carve the word Happy into my skin" ~ Assassain_Music #18 in MentallyUnstable #967 in Anxiety..that's impressive-right??
