Depressing

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How is this not real?
You tell me I am depressing
Yes, I am fairly depressing
But you meant that I'm simply surpressing
Hiding and faking my feelings
It is my fault
It always is
Well, I'm sorry
I just want to feel the feeling of feelings
This-
This is real for me
This is my reality
I do not live in your fantasy
This all has meaning
Just because I bleed
Doesn't make me any less human does it
I am not in a phase
I'm in a state of mind
Where I'm coming to the realization
That it's all lies
They're fake
They're
Hurting...

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