Okay For Now

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I'm Fine
As long as I have a razorblade in my back pocket
A pill bottle in my left hand
A pen in my right
The rubber bands on my wrist
Countless empty beer cans on the floor
As long as there is a wall nearby I can bang my head against so the voices can just shut-the fuck-up
A rope under my bed
Or even just the dead silence
The absence of noise will kill me if I do not
Because I need something to make a noise
Something to scream when I can't
Otherwise I'd be better off dead
Why do you think I listen to screamo music
It's because I need someone to scream for me because society ripped out my vocal cords and I can't stand being trapped with the silence

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