Infatuated Bliss

I Love You, But You...

I'm only a stranger

A mere man on the sidelines

Yet I have loved and that love is not cheap

My love granted is not easy to gain

It's so hard to gain from all the times that love has beem broken

It's fragile and it's precious to me

I am not a perfect, handsome, built man

I'm feminine, scrawny, skinny, imperfect, lacking in confidence to call myself even decent in looks

But I see you as not perfection

But a missing part to this crazy and yet beautiful imperfection

A part that's been missing for so long

A part that's constantly been shattered and retaped together

But you, don't even know me

I'm no one to you

But you are everything to me

Because I am constantly grasping at whatever I can find so I can just hold on

Yes, you do not know me

Yes, you do not hate me

Yes, you do not like me

Yes, you do not love me

Because I'm only a shadow to you

Another replacement for when your heart breaks

For when your tired of all the heart aches

I have so much to tell you

I have so much I would give to you if I could

I have so little but am so much more

I'd give everything that I've ever worked for and dreamed of, just to be with you

Lose it all for love

Cheesy, yes, but true maybe

If only both sides could agree

One side hopes and the other

Well she, 

I mean it, 

It shows the other nothing but reluctance of its existence

I love you, but do you?