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In no way am I condoning suicide nor self harm. I am simply making this poem as a rebuttal to Hannah Dains' "Don't Kill Yourself Today." Any text italicized is the words of Hannah Dains and everything else in normal text is my remarks or commentary.
Don't kill yourself today
Because your Netflix free trial still has a week left
I-always enjoyed Netflix and Chill with my girlfriend
Until she left me, a sad lonely virgin, only to lose her virginity to the next guy she meets eyes with
Don't kill yourself today
Because no one else will finish off the chicken in the fridge
They always left me scraps and nothing to eat
Bare bones am I and that plate with the tiniest bit of food I'm better off not eating
Mom always told me I was getting fat
Don't kill yourself today
Because I know Starbucks is introducing a frappucino sometime next month
Yes, Starbucks
The place I'd go to when I'd feel tired like I did every waking moment only to rely on caffeine
That coffee only partially got me through the day 'till I felt helpless once more
Yes,
Your mother will miss you
Will she?
I'm pretty sure the last time I checked,
She was sulking away in bottles of beer
Beating me every night
Because her damn boyfriend wouldn't fuck her as good the way he did when he first met her
Yes,
Your bully will make a sappy Facebook post about what a wonderful person you were
That's the thing,
People are always so fake
They're always wearing a mask
I was forced to dawn a mask of my own because of them
I constantly questioned who was real and who wasn't
If who I was beneath that was-real
Everyone's afraid to tell the truth
Too scared to admit their crimes
I never wanted a post of how great I am
I wanted the truth to come out of the pain I went through
Yes,
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem
I know, but
Why delay the inevitable when there is only more pain to come if I continue to live
But you know that
What-
You've known that
Anyone and everyone has been shoving that down your throat since you first learned what the word suicide meant
Those slogans might have lost their meaning
YOU ARE READING
Infatuated Bliss
شِعر"This is the mindscape carved by a blade, engraved into my mind. The same blade I used to carve the word Happy into my skin" ~ Assassain_Music #18 in MentallyUnstable #967 in Anxiety..that's impressive-right??
