Love Is A Tricky Thing || i.jaebum

part xxxi

i know he won't see me that way.

but i think i've been avoiding a question.

how do i feel about him?

what're these feelings that swirl through my heart every time i see him? is this a crush or is this something more?

"hey."

it's bambam.

i look up from my spot under the tree.

"what's up?"

"nothing," he says. "you just look a little troubled. anything wrong?"

i smile slightly, looking up towards the branches overhead.

"just...some complicated feelings i don't know what to do with."

bambam takes a seat next to me. he sighs as he gets comfortable. "spill. get it off your chest. tell me as much as you need to."

i glance at him, thankful.

"i don't know. it's just, i'm so used to having crushes that last one or two days, this ones screwing me over."

"ah, boy problems," bambam chuckles. "i'll see if i can help."

xxx