Don't Let Me Go

I'll protect you.

Inuyasha Pov

I woke up surrounded black fur that was so soft and warm to the touch. I was still kinda half asleep and so comfy that I snuggled up closer to the fur. I soon left something warm yet wet touch my cheek and I opened up my eyes again to see a wolfs face in front of me. This wolf though seemed so familer, it had such beautiful red eyes but they held such softness to them. I cupped the wolfs face gently and rubbed its side of the head as I sat up.  I tried to remember where I had seen these eyes, and why did I feel they weren't the normal color.

Now fully awake I see this wolf was curled around me telling me it was fairly large compared to normal wolves. I looked at it more as it sat up as well and jumped off to the floor. "Glad to see you awake Inuyasha you gave my pack quiet the scare last night." Said the wolf. I looked at the wolf as if it had grown an extra head. Which wouldn't surprise me since I've seen some crazy demons. "Y-You can talk? I thought wolves normally howl and the Wolf Demons translate." I said as I looked at it. The wolf sighed as it turned and looked at me. "That's because Mutt I'm not any ordinary wolf." Replied the wolf. 'Wait that voice and name it's..' With that said the wolf surrounded itself in a black veil and changed back to it's normal form. 

I soon looked back to where the wolf sat and saw none other than Kouga looking at me as he was fully naked. I couldn't help myself look over his tan skin and toned chest and stomach. Years of training, fighting, and climbing sure does have its perks. Without meaning to my eyes went more down more south and that's when I saw his everything. I felt my face heat up as I look away and threw one of the large animal pelts at him. I bet my face was as red as my robe. "G-Goddamit Kouga put some clothes on!! If you're gonna d-do that next time warn me or go to another r-room!!" I yelled with a slight stutter.

I covered my face as I tired to block out what I saw and try to calm my heart down. Soon I felt someone pin me down  and I look up to see Kouga on top of me. I felt my face heat up even more as I try to struggle free. "I didn't see you complain as you checked me out Inuyasha.~ I saw your eyes roam my body hungrily. You liked seeing me like this don't you. Especially since now I know you're a beta.~" Says Kouga with a smirk. I look up at him as anger fills me some, but I can feel my eyes move down his body again. I let out a soft sigh as I see he's wearing his pelt again. With that I look back up at him glaring. "I am not a Beta Kouga. You're mistaken." I say. "Last night proves other wise. You almost died because of rejection which only Beta's d-" I cut him off.

"Not only Beta's can do that you fucker!!" I yelled at him. At that Kouga froze, but didn't let go of my arms. I could easly over power him and kick him off me, but my body refused to do that to him. I tried to struggle free more. "Inuyasha." Said Kouga in a serious tone. My body froze as I look up at him. "Are you a bearer? And you better not lie to me." Kouga lets out a deep growl which causes me to shiver. I also nod my head against my wishes. I just couldn't control my body as I wanted. The way Kouga was touching me and spoke to me was making my Bearer side crave Kouga and please him as to not be rejected by the man I want as my mate. 

Kouga let out a deep sigh as he let go of my hands and helps me seat up. I was confused and worried that Kouga was gonna kick me out now. I started shaking and look down at the bed. I felt tears start to sting my eyes, but before they could fall I felt strong arms wrap around my waist. A hand was on my head as it stoked my head softly in comfort. "Hey there is nothing wrong with that. It's actually pretty cool Inuyasha, and don't worry I won't tell anyone. And I'll inform those that were here not to mention a word of this. So please... Don't worry Inuyasha I'll protect you okay?" Kouga words were spoken so gently into my ears that I nuzzled unconsciously against the corner of his neck and shoulder. 

"Th-Thank you Kouga." I said softly. Kouga pulled back from me some and rubbed my cheek softly then kissed my head softly. "No problem Mutt." He let out a small chuckle then let go of me and stood up. "You rest up and can come join me when you get ready to eat okay? I'll be in the main den talking to those from last night and tell them to keep quiet for you." Kouga showed me a soft smile before grabbing his chest plate and putting it on as he left. I sat there before touching where he had kissed me. My heart was beating so fast that I could hear it ringing in my ears.

I take a few deep breathes to help calm my nerves, but it doesn't help much I could still feel Kouga's touch on my body and his voice echo in my ears. This isn't good if this keeps up Kouga will find out I want him and that he was the cause of last night. But the thought that Kouga comforted me in my time of need and promised he would keep my true nature a secret made me fall even harder for him. It also made me crave more of his attention and show him I'll be a worthy mate, but I know there is a slight chase for him to take me sense he now knows what I am. There is also a chance he'll reject me and move on to who ever the Elders pick.

So if I want Kouga's love I have woe him, plus prove to the elders I am worthy of being the Alpha males Mate and Co-Leader. My thoughts stopped the moment a small fox jumped onto my head as I look up to see Shippo. I smile as I pulled the fox demon into my lap. I almost forgot it's up to Shippo as well if he's okay staying here if I can win over Kouga and his pack. "Inuyasha are you okay? I heard from Ginta you got sick last night and that's why I wasn't allowed in last night. Did Kouga do anything to you while I was gone?" Asked Shipppo. I laughed at him and patted his head. "Yes I'm fine Shippo, but I need to you calm down and please don't speak a word of what I'm about to tell you okay? I need you're promise as a man not to speak of this." I hold my pinkie out towards him. Shippo nods and takes the pinkie with his own. "You have my word."

"Alright then. Get comfy this is gonna take a lot of explaining to do."