Their Destiny (COMPLETED/EDITING)

Moving backwards

"It’s Kayl, can you go for a walk now?"

Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, OH SHIT!

Is he crazy? Am I hallucinating? Is this a prank? Fuck my entire life now?! Alright there we go, I’m freaking out. Is he planning to kill himself? Or worse, is he planning to kill me?!

Alright I should reply, I guess,, I mean what should I say? Can I go for a walk? I mean I can, alright let’s say yes. How though? I don’t wanna sound desperate or like I’m excited. I get it, it’s like I understand. But we don’t wanna make the guy think I hate him, let’s be mild.

"Yeah sure." I hit send and wait for him to reply,,, 5 minutes,,, 10,, 15,, screw this dude. After exactly 17 minutes he sent:

"Nvm." Never mind!! Is he shitting me right now?! Like I understand he’s a psychopath but he can’t just mess around with me like that. That’s it, I’m gonna let this whole thing go...

Fuck no I cant, I can’t just pretend like I’m not mad. I grabbed my phone again and called him. Yes I fucking did, and I was mad. He picked up and I lost it.

"Yeah." He replied in his usual cold manner and I couldn’t be more angry.

"Are you sick?! You can’t fucking just text me let’s walk and then disappear like nothing happened, idc if you’re a child or whatever but if you wanna screw around do not get me involved in your shit. Alright?" The veins in my forehead were popping out of my head, I was shouting as loud as I could, and I didn’t care if he was going to reply with some annoying shit, I had to talk it all out.

"Alright." Screw you man!

"Is that all you have to say about everything I told you?" I took a deep breath, remembered my decision to take it easy on him, and calmed the fuck down.

"I’m not gonna argue with you on the phone you know." His voice on the phone was,, beautiful,,, just beautiful.

"Cuz you wanted to talk and I can’t just abandon you." I don’t even know for how long he stayed quiet all I could hear was his breathing.

"I have to go now." No way in hell am I gonna just let this go.

"Kayl." I said in a low voice "I really would love to talk if you want to."

"He was right about you." And with that he was gone.

He was right? Are you fucking shitting me?!

That night I couldn’t sleep. I tried calling Kayl again but his phone was off. Thoughts about who this "He" is took over my head, but I couldn’t think of anyone but Edward. He’s the only person who I know and knows Kayl so it’s gotta be him. But why,, when,,, fuck,, I’m going crazy about this whole thing!

Before I could know it, it was 10am, which meant I should start packing my shit and take it to the new apartment. I walked down the stairs feeling like shit, my eyes were half closed, my hair was all over the place, and I guess I smelled like shit. My mother was having breakfast with my dad and how I looked obviously grabbed their attention.

"Honey, what’s wrong?" My mom said putting her hand on my forehead and I couldn’t help but wondering whether I would ever miss this or not "Are you sick?"

"No mom I’m fine. I just didn’t sleep well." I mumbled walking towards the fridge to get whatever shit that can fill up my stomach. I felt like shit but I was still aware of what was going on in my head, I had to tell them but I’ll be moving soon. However, I decided to keep it to myself until they find out on their own.

I ate; I was full of energy and now it’s time to prepare for the big move. I got in to my room and opened all my drawers that’s when I realized I have hell a lot of shit. I thought that I can’t do all of that alone.