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[ iMESSAGE between
CALLIGENIA and MARIE ]
MÀTHAIR 💋
have you arrived in
south korea?
NIGHEAN 🌺
yesterday yeah
why?
MÀTHAIR 💋
we've seen the news, cal
wouldn't it be better if
you told us first before
we knew it from tv?
NIGHEAN 🌺
right yeah i'm sorry i was
too caught up with my
own mind until i forgot
to tell you and dad
NIGHEAN 🌺
this is a topic of conversation
that i really avoid tbh
MÀTHAIR 💋
i know but don't worry
i'm not gonna ask you
to explain it all to me
NIGHEAN 🌺
if you want to ask about
how i feel then don't
because honestly i don't
have the answer
NIGHEAN 🌺
i want to say i'm okay
but i'm not. i don't
want anyone to worry
about me but i want
them to feel my pain
NIGHEAN 🌺
dad used to tell me loving too
much always kills you, it rips
you apart and messes up your
mind. it leaves you wide awake
at 3am wishing you never had
any feelings
NIGHEAN 🌺
i thought it didn't make
any sense before but now
look where it got me
i'm in the exact same
situation. god i wish i was
enough for someone
MÀTHAIR 💋
you are enough, darling
you loved him enough to
let him leave. now you need
to love yourself enough to
forget about him
NIGHEAN 🌺
i wish it was that easy
NIGHEAN 🌺
it hurts so much seeing
him with margarita but
what hurts the most is
that things will never be
the same again
MÀTHAIR 💋
darling no matter what,
once in your life someone
will hurt you, that someone
will take all that you are and
rip it into pieces and they
won't even watch where the
pieces land. but through the
breakdown you'll learn
something about yourself
you'll learn that you're
strong, strong enough to
sacrifice your feelings for the
sake of his happiness
MÀTHAIR 💋
there's a purpose for everyone
you meet, cal. some people
come into your life to test you
some to teach you, some to
use you and some to bring out
the very best in you
MÀTHAIR 💋
listen, we lose the people
we love because they are
meant to love someone
else, we lose them because
we are destined to find
somebody else
MÀTHAIR 💋
it's a simple fact that is
sometimes hard to
accept because we are
too stubborn to let go
of something that
doesn't belong to us
anymore
NIGHEAN 🌺
but mom, i don't
know what to do
NIGHEAN 🌺
i can't unlove him and
i don't want to, not when
i've fallen too hard and
only he can pull me
back up again
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note!
okay so this is pretty much
about calligenia pouring her
heart out because she feels
she never shows how much
she loves sebastian before
not until she has to see him
with another woman
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