Fire Heart (Todobaku)

the broken

"Its okay to cry Bakugou, crying doesn't make you weak. If anything it shows what a man you truly are." I try to comfort him, but fail miserably. "You dont know Icy Hot, you don't know anything. He walks around with a huge smile on his face everyday as if nothing ever happened while I walk around everyday suffering. I have to watch him be happy with someone else everyday. He broke my heart into a million pieces, and left me broken. Everyone said I was pushing myself into a corner, but I was forced into that corner. My only request was to not bring him around the dorm. I don't think I could handle watching the person I will always love be with someone else right in front of me doing all of the things we used to do. That's not to much to ask for though right? Like just show me respect and sympathy and don't bring your boyfriend near me. The last thing I said to him was he was dead to me, but we both know that isn't true. I tried to make myself believe that I didn't need him, but it never worked. Even to this day I have deep feelings for him. Today was the final straw though, no more nice Bakugou. I let him continue to be my friend, I let him borrow my things, I even talk to him when we are just chilling in the room. Today was it, I can't take it anymore, I need away from him. The more I see him everyday the more I want him back. I walked into our dorm today, and right as soon as I walk in, there they are. Sprawled out on the bed making out right in front of me. Of course I freaked out, I was hurt. Kirishima and I kissed, but never made out. Not only that, how would you feel if the only person you loved was hooking up with someone else? Not to mention in the room you are sharing with them. I blasted the door with one of the biggest explosions I have over  done which essentially lead the room to its destruction. I don't care about that, how could he do this to me?" Bakugou trails off, and I absolutely have no words. What are you supposed to say to this? First off, I would have never suspected Bakugou of all people to like guys. Second, Kirishima and Kaminari are a thing? That there is enough to leave someone speechless. "I know, I seem like such a deku right now. A big cry baby with actual emotions. It's Kirishimas fault, if that spiky haired freak would have just left me alone I would be the old me. Still mean, but joking about it. Now I'm just cold, and why I'm telling you this beats me. I fucking hate you, especially how you did me at the sports festival. You did me dirty you bastard, and if you thought I was fired up then you haven't seen nothing yet." he growls, and collapses on my bed. I know he isn't asleep, but this was a lot. Maybe a little to much for me to even comprehend. So this was the change in Bakugou? We all sensed it, but we just figured it was to keep him from being distracted. Oh but were we wrong, he was like this because he was distracted. I sit Indian style in Midoryias bed trying to grasp everything that was just told to me. Okay, so Bakugou and Kirishima was dating, but then Kirishima broke his heart for Kaminari. Bakugou got hurt and pissed as usual, but instead of expressing himself thoroughly he told Kirishima he was dead to him. Still they acted like friends, but now Bakugou officially hates him because he went to the dorm to find them making out. Okay, I think I got this, sort of. I have no idea how to help though, I've never been in this type of situation. I do know I have to get Bakugou out of that dorm, he's going to end up hurting someone or himself. "Don't think about it to hard." he grumbles rolling over facing me. I shake my head to get myself out of my train of thought, and glare at him. "So, what are you going to do about it?" I ask quietly still sitting Indian style. Silence fills the room, and for a moment I didn't think he was going to respond. "Probably pretend it never happened, and try to be cool. If I make to big of a deal people will know about the whole dating thing, and then I would have to murder someone." he shrugs, and starts to get underneath some covers. How could someone with an explosion quirk get cold so easily? Well, I guess the explosions don't matter with the temperature as long as he has sweat. My temperatures always out of whack, but its pretty obvious why. "Hey! Loser I said quit thinking about it!" he yells throwing a pillow at my face. I hits, then drops lightly to the floor. "You know you don't have to be so rude." I mumble picking it up, and handing it back to him. "Its just ignoring it didn't help before so why would it now?" I say out loud more to myself then to him, but he starts to growl anyway. "Wait! Before you say anything, hear me out first Bakugou. What if we switched your dorms? That way you won't have to see Kirishima everyday except in class." I mention, and now his anger seems to be simmering. I find it funny how quickly his emotions can change within literally two seconds. "Okay nerd, but where would I go? I definitely can't stay in here Deku would be killed the second he stepped foot through the door. Sero is Kaminari, and Kirishimas best friend. I refuse to be roomed with freaks of nature. The only person suitable to me is Kirishima." he spits, and his voice lowers as he says Kirishimas name. The heart break in his tone is not fake, it can't be and its utterly pitiful. Such a strong willed person being brought to their knees, I didn't expect to ever see the day. "I can make Midoriya leave, and you can stay here with me?" I offer, and to this his eyebrows shoot up intrigued. "Go on." his voice rises, and he even props himself up into his hands. Staring up at me from across the room. "Midoriya can stay with Iida and Ojiro while you stay here. He can come get his stuff, and you can move your things over here." I explain using little hand gestures. I never figured I would be being nice to Bakugou ever in my life, or at least him being this calm around me. "Fine, if you insist Icy Hot, I must admit I am a pretty cool guy to hang around." he boasts making little explosions in his hand. I chuckle a bit, and pray that he didn't hear me. That's all we need right now is another fight. "But why would you do that if you hated me?" I joke laughing a little under my breath, and for once I thought I saw a little smile. "Huh, what do you know? Icy can make jokes." his deep laugh echoes through the room, and a feeling of something weird filled my entire body. My face felt hot, but my body felt cold. Not a bad cold, but that cold you get when you're on a rollercoaster and you're about to go down the hill. My face burned like my whole left side feels when its on fire. My skin felt queasy, and it felt like a single touch would shatter me into pieces. My eyes are glued to his smile as it widens while he still laughs at his own saying. What is happening to me? His isn't the feeling I felt at the sports festival, its stronger. A lot stronger then what had happened then. "You know you could take a picture and it would last longer." the smile is now gone, and the old Bakugou is back. That feeling inside me hasn't vanished yet, I can't stop picturing that smile now. It was so beautiful, why doesn't he smile more often? "I wasn't staring at you dork I was thinking." I shoot back at him, and decide to lay down myself. We have a big day tomorrow, a very big day. More like we have a very big week since its only Tuesday night. "So how are you going to convince Deku to leave?" Bakugou punches the side of the wall after saying his name. Disappointed I shake my head, and glare at him. "First off, no punching the walls, and second do you think Midoriya is going to stay here if I say you're moving in?" I smile at myself, and hope he doesn't get offended. "I guess you're right." he sighs into the empty air. "Good God weirdo why do you keep it so cold in here?" he jumps up, and turns off the air. I guess something's will never change, but at least we are getting somewhere. Besides, he's going to be dealing with me for the rest of the year I suppose. "Well goodnight boring bastard." I hear a little yawn, and the blankets moving back over him. "Goodnight mean bean." I chuckle out loud, but quickly roll over to get some shut eye. So, Bakugou is gay huh? This should be more interesting then what I thought. After a few minutes of darkness I finally drift off in a deep peaceful sleep.