Fire Heart (Todobaku)

A New Leaf

Bakugous POV

It's about time he admitted his feelings for me I mean what does he take me for stupid? I knew that was just an excuse to cuddle me last night. I grab some food, and take a seat. I have to pretend I'm still mad at him, even if I just want to hold him tight. That's not how things work around here. "So are you both okay now?" Momo watches us carefully. I try to keep an annoyed face, but its so hard. I mean how can I be mad when I just kissed an angel? I thought Kirishima was adorable, he is nothing compared to this. Wait, no, don't get attached yet it hasn't even been an hour. How do I know that wasn't just the heat of the moment. "We got it worked out." he mumbles keeping his eyes away from me. Dang, if I didn't know better I would think he's still mad, he's good. "Well I'm glad our team is all back together." she smiles. I feel bad for going off on her earlier, I know how upset she was. She was just trying to keep her own spirits up. I know it bothers her, but Bakugou doesn't feel bad for anyone. At least not openly... I sigh, and push my food to the side. Todoroki was right, I do reject peoples kindness. So I guess I am the idiot aren't I? "Hey, come over here." I barley whisper into her ear. I can't keep living in this darkness. I at least need to be nice to the people mostly around me. "Wait a little till after I leave." I warn, and eat a little more. My conscious can't handle anymore of this negativity, at least not towards her. Plus, she's Todorokis best friend I kind of need her to like it. "I'm out." I growl in my normal angry tone. I give her a quick glance as I walk off toward my tent. I hide behind one, and wait for Momo to join me. "Okay I'm here, what's up?" she asks a little nervous. I guess when I do pull people over to the side it is pretty intimidating. "Relax, I'm not here to be rude to you." she lets out a loud sigh of relief, and scratches her head. "Oh good I was a little worried there." she laughs keeping that huge smile on her face. "Momo, I wanted to apologize for how I acted earlier. I know you were upset, but you wanted to keep the spirits high. You're a really good person and who am I to try to change that." I sigh as she opens her arms up. Woah, I don't do hugs well I don't do hugs besides Todorokis. "Fine, but not a big one." I warn wrapping one arm around her. At least now she knows I don't hate her, completely. "Thank you Bakugou, I know this must be hard for you. I wasn't mad at you, I just figured that's how you cope with things. I see you have changed so much though, I'm glad. You look so much happier now." I smile a bit at that last part. I do look happier don't I? "Hey, uh don't mention this to anyone okay? I don't need people knowing I'm going all soft now." I give her a wave, and go to my tent. Today has been a very eventful day. I faced my fears, got into a fight, got a boyfriend, and now I'm apologizing. What happened to me? Like literally who am I? Damn that Icy Hot really has me hooked. I can't believe that I was his first kiss. Shit, that means I have to be mire gentle to him. I want everything to be sentimental, to be special for him. From the least to the greatest. If it's his first cuddle I will make it soft and delicate. He's an angel, and all angels are soft. Wait, no, he is no ordinary angel, Todoroki is my guardian angel. This explains why he has saved me so many times. I smile to myself as I picture him with little angel wings. Aw, he would be so adorable. The zipper on the tent starts moving, and I glance over to see my big star. "How's my best actor doing?" I ask propping myself up on my hands. He really is unreadable like an actor, which actually scares me. I won't know what emotions are real, and which ones aren't. "Just thinking about you." he sits on his sleeping bag staring down at me. Fuck I just want to attack him with my love. Is that even a thing? Oh well, it is now. "You have to forgive me with boundaries, I tend to cross them.." I pause with a sly smirk on my face. He rolls his eyes as a blush forms on his cheeks. "But for real, you have to tell me when to stop because I won't do it on my own." I pause warning him. I don't want to ruin this so I have to lay all the cards out on the table. I don't think he's ever dated before so my luck I would scare the living hell out of him. "Trust me Bakugou, I'll get you know." he scoots closer beside me. I push him over playfully, and wait for his reaction. He rolls over towards me, and wraps his arms around me. The only issue I'm having right now is who is the dude in the relationship. I mean hell I think we are the manliest people in the school so how is this going to work? Oh well, I'm going to say I am since I'm more experienced. "You're so cute." I whisper as I plant a kiss on his head. Who knew he could be like this? I always figured he was secretly a robot. Shows you what I know. "Can we cuddle?" he asks placing his head on my chest. I start playing with his hair with one hand while gently rubbing his arm with the other. "Of course." I grab him gently by the waist, and pull him closer to me. Remember Bakugou gentle, just pretend that he is a puppy. A really cute little puppy dog. I close my eyes, and fully embrace him. It's been so long since this emptiness inside me has been filled. I feel full, I feel like myself again. "Here you are again saving me." I pet his hair some more. It feels nice to finally show affection. When you bottle yourself up in darkness you get lost within it, and it seems that's the only thing you know. Todoroki is the light in my darkness. Just being around him makes everyone see the difference. He places his face in the crook of my neck. Damn, please don't do anything you'll regret. A devilish smile forms on my lips, but I keep my composure. "Hey Balugou, what was your fear?" He asks sleepily. His breath radiates my body, and a small shiver goes down my spine. Out of all things why did he have to ask that? Oh well, I guess it doesn't hurt to tell him. "We we're surrounded by villains, and you had been hurt. I could either leave you, but then you would surely die. My only choice was to protect you. There were to many though, and they closed in on us. With each hit you were slowly dying, and there was nothing I could do about it.." my eyes clench tight in the darkness. My only fear is not being able to save the one that I love most. "What was your fear?" I ask as he yawns. "Mine was the same concept, but a different scenario. You and Momo were tied up, and there was a man with a gun. He said to choose which one of you lived, or died except I took too long. He ended up choosing for me..." he whimpers, and I hold him close. I ruffle his hair, and push his head closer to me. Giving him butterfly kisses on his forehead I try to comfort him. "Bakugou I'm so happy we can cuddle together now." I feel his lips form a smile. This person, no, this angel is so precious. I cuddle close to him as I drift off into a deep sleep.