Fight

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WARNING!!!!!
Quick authors note:
This chapter may be offensive to some people. I warn you now so if you don't want to read it, you can skip this chapter. You have been warned so please no bad comments! :)
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Todorokis POV
"WHAT KIND OF FUCKING FRIEND ARE YOU!" I yell rage flowing through my veins. My,body is shaking, and my vision is getting blurry. I just want to really beat the living hell out of him. Give him just one good ass beating that might put him in his place. Maybe then he will quit being such a jerk. Everyone tries to be so kind to him, and he just shoves it away. He complains that no one is nice to him, but that's the biggest lie I ever heard in my life. All sorts of people are nice to him he just rejects it! "If you thought we were friends you're dumber then what I thought." he spits taking a step closer to me. I know Bakugou won't step down, and there's no way in hell I am. He doesn't scare me like he does everyone else. I'm not afraid to fight him even if I might lose. Thaws just a risk I am willing to take. You don't mention my mother in your fucking mouth without asking for a death sentence. "What the hell happened to you? The sweet you, the you that told me your secrets!" I shout back. I don't want to argue with him. I don't even really want to fight. I care about him way to much for this. What's even going on, what made him switch up? "Listen carefully so your idiotic mind can comprehend what I'm saying. Fuck you. Leave me the Fuck alone. We aren't friends, and we never have been. You're a stupid fucking mommas boy that tries to act hard, but your too scared to tell your daddy no. You're nothing but a pussy that walks around like your a hard ass but you're not. You're nothing but bullshit that is equivalent to nothing. You're a nobody, and it sickens me to think you even thought you could be on my level." he laughs in my face as his words pierce my heart. How the hell could he say that? After everything we have been through he is throwing it all away. What kind of monster is he? Tears stream down my face, bit not sad tear. These tears are filled with anger that is slowly building up. That's it, I've had enough of just staying silent. I'm done being the nice guy. Look around as people start crowding around us. I guess the ruckus drew people in, but I don't care. My voice will be heard, and if we have to fight then so be it. "Okay very mature Bakugou go ahead and ramble on, but are you sure you aren't talking about yourself? I mean come on no one really wants you here. Deep down you know if you would have disappeared all of us would have been happy. It would have made everyones lives so much better if you would have just stayed in the woods. I'm the idiot, but you can't even grasp when someone is being kind to you. You thought I was trying to be a good friend to you? I had pity on you, you were like a lost puppy without Kirishima. Yeah, don't get me started on that mess. You know Kaminari is right, how could you ever expect someone to love you? That's the funniest thing I ever heard in my life. Also calling me the equivalent to nothing? I almost beat you without even going full power. Well, you're just a fagot that thinks he's better then everyone else!" I yell watching as everyone is recording. Oh no, what did I do? I didn't mean to say that much. I didn't mean to say any of that. None of it is true, I was just so angry. Silently Bakugou turns around, and walks away. Fuck, what do I do? This can't be over, it cannot end like this. My mind starts racing all over the place as I continue to what h him walk away. No no no what have I done. "GO THE FUCK AWAY!" I yell at everyone coming around me. I don't want them here. They need to go the fuck away so I can talk to him. All of his secrets he treated me with are all out now. I can't, I can't believe I called him that name though. I would never imagine using that word against anyone. God I'm such a damned idiot. I push everyone out of the way as I chase after him. No, it's not going to be this easy for him. I won't give up without a fight. I refuse for this to be our end. "Bakugou wait!" I yell trying to reach to him. "Please stop!" I get closer, but he ignores me. His feet are heavy, and his stance is firm. Why did I have to run my mouth? I should have just left him be like always. What the hell got into me? "I didn't mean it!" I catch up behind him. Come on, please just stop and talk to me. Look at me, anything, just do something. Fuck, I really fucked up this time. I ruined everything, it's all my fault. "You know I didn't mean to call you that!" I basically plead for him. I can't go on knowing I did that to him. After he trusted me, I betrayed him. Everyone knows about everything he has kept hidden. He has no privacy anymore, and now no one to confide in. He continues to walk make no sign of stopping. God, no I didn't want this. I literally cuddled all night with him. He makes me happy, he makes me be my best, he has shown me a different light. "Bakugou please.." I stop walking, and stare at him. Please, just give me a sign, any sign. Just forgive me please, I need you. I need you with me, forever. "Stop, I want to be with you!" I yell grabbing his arm, and forcing him to turn around and look at me. I cup his face, and smash my lips against his. My face is hot, but I don't care. I just want him right now, and I need him to understand. He starts to pull away, but instantly kisses back. My face grows even hotter as his hand comes up, and starts playing with my hair. I've never done anything like this, this is even my first kiss. How am I suppose to react? My body is set to cruise control as our bodies push closer together. This feels amazing, it feels unreal. Is this a dream? If it is please nobody wake me up from it. We break away for air, our faces still close to  others. His hot breath brushes against my ear as I close my eyes again. "Is that so?" he whispers lightly giving me butterfly kisses leading from my cheek back to my lips. I love this feeling, I don't want it to ever stop. Finally, I feel so happy that my heart could explode. He continues to kiss me gently as I attempt to kiss back. I want this, I really want this. I never pictured myself being with a guy, but he's the only person to ever make me feel this way. I've never dated before, but I'm open to try new things. "Who knew you were this emotional?" Bakugou smiles against my lips as I kiss him. I don't want to stop, I want everything to be better. I want to kiss, and pretend nothing before happened. Just that we went walking into the woods, and found ourselves like this. Happy, and together with only each other. His hands find my hair again has he starts gently tugging on it. I wrap my arms around his waist pulling him closer to me. I want to feel his warmth radiating off him. I want to feel his heart beat against mine. One of his hands gently slide down, and reaches the small in my back. Chills go up my spine, but I ignore it. I wouldn't dare ruin this moment. He pushes me backward till my back hits a tree. He pushes me up a little still kissing me passionately. We break away again, and his eyes are right in front of mine. "I hope you know what you're getting yourself into." he smiles embracing me in his arms. He hugs me tightly putting his head on my shoulder. I needed this, I needed him. I've been searching for something to fill in the emptiness inside me, and the answer is him. It has always been him, and only him. I smile as I rub his head. Oh how long I have been waiting for this. He places his arms on the tree pinning me back against it. "You know you're mine now right?" he bites his lip still staring into my eyes. I promise I am lost in his, I have no words right now. I'm to happy right now to speak. I mean I might even cry I'm so overwhelmed. "Oh just kiss me." he snickers giving me more kisses. I know this is weird, bit damn I love the way he tastes. "You know Icy Hot I'm glad you felt the same way." he says inbetween kisses. Wait, so you're telling me he liked me this entire time? I reach for his hand, and intertwine our fingers together. I want him, every aspect of him. I knew I had strong feelings for him from the beginning. I just never figured it was this bad. "You're cute." he finally breaks off, and stands back. My eyes open, and my body feels lonely. I didn't want him to go this far away. "This still doesn't make up for it though." he snickers as he heads back towards camp. "Hold up you can't just leave me here like this!" I call after him. My body is still hot from everything, but my emotions are finally stable. Damn, I feel like this is what a girl feels like on her period, all emotional and shit. "I can't hear you remember I can't grasp when someone is being kind." he calls back teasingly. Ugh is he really going to use this against me? "That doesn't even make sense!" I yell trying to catch up to him. Everyone else from the crowd is long gone, leaving only me and him in the forest. "You through me in for a loop." he finally talks, but with a slight smile on his face. That was never planned, ever, but I'm glad I did it. "Yeah, me too." I admit keeping in step with him. He grabs my hand, and gives it a little squeeze. "Was that your first kiss?" he stops me, and takes my other hand in his. I don't want to tell him that it was! Then I really will look like a loser! "That's okay, I hope you were feeling what I was." he glances down to the ground then back to me. Damn, he's so gorgeous, probably the most beautiful being on this planet. "I'll be more gentle next time. You just caught me by surprise this time." he chuckles, and starts dragging me beside him as he walks forward. I hold his hand tightly as the rest of the way we walk silently. Thoughts are racing through my mind faster then a horse race. "Listen, we can't hold hands in front of people, or be intimate in any way. Just pretend we are still friends alright? Just for right now anyways." he brings my hand up, and kisses it gently. He guides it back to my side, slowlyets it go. We walk back into the camp together, and head straight for the food. All eyes are on us, but neither one of us cares. We have each other, and that's all that matters.

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