This imagine is for Amani I hope this is what you wanted!! xo -Rachel
**WARNING** this may be triggering. Please if you need to talk to anyone, I'm here :)
"I don't want to hear it, Calum!" You shouted at your boyfriend. Who had once again blown you off to party with his bandmates.
"It was just a party! Don't be so clingy!" He runs a shaky hand through his hair. "Maybe this isn't working anymore." He might as well have just kicked you in the stomach.
"Fine. If that's what you want. Goodbye Calum." You storm out of his house drive like crazy to back to yours. You couldn't breath. You needed Calum. He didn't know this but you were cutting pretty badly when you met, but you convinced yourself to stop for him. But now that he was gone, you were going back to your old ways. Finally inside your house, you run for the bathroom, slamming the door behind you. Tears stream down your face as you search for your blade. Upon finding it, you held it above your wrist, your whole body trembling. What was the point without Calum? He was your world, and he didn't want you anymore. The blade slides across your skin, making a deeper cut than you intended. A few minutes later you were woozy from blood loss but you could hear someone yelling your name before you blackout.
You slowly open your eyes. Blinking so that everything adjusted. You were in the hospital, Calum sleeping in a chair next to your bed. Looking down you see a large bandage on your left wrist, and it all comes back. The break up, wanting to leave. That's why you were confused as to why Calum was there. "Amani? Thank god you're awake. You scared me." He rushes to hold your hand, kissing the back of it.
"Calum, we broke up. Why are you here?"
"I know. But I was stupid to let you go like that. So I followed you back to your house and found you passed out on the bathroom floor. I was so worried you were gone." He did seem genuine in his words. His eyes were puffy and red from crying. "I need you back. I will do whatever it takes. We can fight this together. I just want to always be there for you."
"Ok," your voice was a whisper, and tears were falling again. "Please never leave again. I love you."
"I love you too babe. I'm so happy you're ok." He kisses your lips lightly, before going to get food so you can get more rest.
