[Load] or {Save}* (Gaster!Sans x Reader)

Chapter 17

POV: Second Person

You're tossing and turning in your sleep as Chara fill your once dreamless nights with horrible images of Sans and Frisk being brutally murdered by your own hands. Every once and awhile you would hear this sickly voice say, "It's kill or be killed (Y/n)." as the images would flash almost endlessly. You felt as if you were on fire, you felt as if you were burning alive. Screams ripped from your throat making it feel raw and painful. Soon you felt yourself begin to shake violently until you open your eyes. G looking confused and angry you take in what's going on. G is on top of you, pinning you to the ground with a kitchen knife not too far away from you. Confused and alert you look into G's eye sockets and find his eye lights searching your face for hostility. "(Y/n)?" G asks unsurely, not letting you go quite yet. Coughing violently you see a black substance splatter on the ground next to you. "Yes? G what's going on? You're hurting me." Before G can do anything the door bursts open revealing Sans looking around frantically. "What the hell is going on?" Sans walks in and stares at our unexplainable predicament. "Get out Sans I'll fill you in later. Don't need your two fucking cents just yet." G says while standing up and pulling me up with him. "What do you mean bro? Can't the three of us buddies just chat together...Nicely?" Giving him a bored look G points to the door. "Out." Letting out a huff Sans leaves, but not before shooting me a glare and slamming the door behind him." Gently placing his hands onto your face G rakes your (h/c) hair back and looks deep into your (e/c) eyes. Sighing he pulls you onto his bed to sit with him. "I don't want to have to say this, but I think I'm gonna have to. You know I'm the only thing that's keeping you from Sans is me. And we all know that I'm much worse than Sans could ever be. That aura from a while ago wasn't you, it was Chara. I also know that your trait isn't determination it's perseverance. I need you to tell me what just happened or I'm going to have to take extreme measures." G spoke with a serious tone that sent chills down your spine. Looking down at the bed you stare at your now scarred hands blankly unsure of what to tell him since you really don't know what just happened. "I don't know exactly...I was having a terrible nightmare that I just couldn't escape. I woke up to being on the ground with you pinning me down. G I promise that's all I know." Looking up at him G stares back at you conflicted his emotions seem to be in a bunch. "Sweetheart...We really need to know what you did to Frisk. I know you said you don't remember, but you gotta try. I know you didn't do anything bad, because I know you would never intentionally hurt someone innocent." G grabs hold of your hands looking desperately for you to confirm his thoughts. Staying silent you try and recall your memories, but nothing comes. "You don't need your memories (Y/n)... If you had your memories back he would never love you, he could never love you. What you did was a terrible thing and he would hate you for what you did to Frisk. He always did have a little bit of an infatuation with her. Both G and Sans find her very eye-catching. Why? Because she's a pacifist, pure, can't do wrong. But you're the opposite, they don't flock to you because you're you. If you want your memories I'll give them to you, but I've already warned you of the consequences? So what will it be? Memories or ignorance?"

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A/n: Here's another chapter. I got bored and figured that I'd read all my books on my profile and I really like this one so I decided to update today since I wanted more to read XD. Anyways hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! I love you all soo much <3 <3 <3

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