[Load] or {Save}* (Gaster!Sans x Reader)

Chapter 27

POV: First person

The thought of lunch with Sans was very uncomfortable but listening to what he had to say didn't hurt, I don't think it really could. For about two hours we talked about how the house dynamic was going to change in order to work somewhat like it used to since all of my shit was starting to catch up with us. "Papyrus is starting to become affected by this so we need to pretend like we're all one big happy family." Nodding silently I walk through the front door of the house behind Sans. Pretending, I didn't want to pretend we were happy like it was some kind of dramatic soap opera. Finding my way into the kitchen I grab a glass from one of the cabinets and fill the glass with water. Still, the water settled in the glass as I stared at it finding myself spacing out and just focusing on my thoughts. How do I get Sans to not hate me? Before all of this mess Sans was there for me, cared for me and I threw it all away for someone who wasn't even in love with me. Reckless, I was reckless before, but how do I come back from my mistakes? "You don't...You never can (Y/n)..." morphing into a face the water reflected Chara's face staring up at me.

"Go away...You ruined everything for me."

"Me? But (Y/n) you did this all to yourself."

Chuckling to himself he looked up at me a wide grin tearing across his features. Pouring the water down the drain I gasp a breath not realizing I was holding one in. "Shut up! You did this to me! Get out of my head." More laughter raised in my ears causing me to grip the sink trying to calm my anger with a person who I can't fucking do anything to. "Once you lose this determination you'll be nothing! A shell of a person. So go on and continue building that machine that will make you absolutely unfixable." Closing my hands over my ears I sit down onto the floor trying to block the laugher, his words. "You can't block me out forever (Y/n)! I'm everywhere." Pressing harder into my ears I try to distract myself with other thoughts to drown out his words but they just kept slipping in, digging into me. "You know (Y/n) if you reset you could go back to your life before all of this, without G or Sans. You could be free along with your determination! What do ya say, partner?" Shaking my head I refuse the ridiculous offer of a life without Sans or G.  After the terrors, they both endured I could never bring myself to send them back. "You're an idiot, but soon you'll see things my way." Chara's voice was close, too close. Looking up I see the boy staring down at me from where he stands above me. Fear overwhelmed me as his face began oozing a black substance and got slowly closer to mine; bracing back onto the cabinets I find myself unable to tear my gaze away. "What the hell?" A deep voice cuts in grabbing my attention and terror-filled eyes. Sans stands in the doorway to the kitchen along with G as they stare at the scene in front of them. Eyes flashing both skeletons are prepared to fight, but before either can make a move Chara laughs manically and disappears into smoke. It was almost as if we all imagined him ever being there. Nothing was left to behind to prove he was there leaving all of us still in the same spots. Rushing into the kitchen G grabs my shoulders looking me over for any sign of harm while Sans leaned onto the frame staring at the spot where Chara had been. "What the hell happened in here (Y/n)?" Looking down at my hands I saw them glitch a bit and closed them tightly into a fist. "Chara wouldn't leave me alone...He wants me to reset." Once the words left my mouth the air in the room felt thick and heavy with tension.

"You need to fix your machine soon."

"It's not that easy Sans, it still needs time."

"That's what you said before, but you still shoved Frisk inside."

"You really don't care for me at all."

"No, not even in the slightest."

Shakily I stand up from the floor with a bit of G's help and look over to Sans with empty emotionless eyes. Saying nothing further to him I look up a G who held a bit of sympathy in his eyes but not a lot and say, "Take me back to the lab." With a quick nod, he grips my forearm and takes us to the lab without another word.

I just want to disappear.

{Saved*}

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A/n: Here's another chapter! I don't feel too great about this one but I hope you guys like it. Anyways I love you all so much <3 <3 <3

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