L . Laufeyson ★ Loki X Reader Oneshots

II. Pregnant

  ▷ My apologies for errors and typos 

▷ "Oh, you're all alone."

You were sitting in your car staring blankly at the doctor's office you had just walked out of. It was just supposed to be a simple check-up but that lead to an announcement you weren't sure you wanted. "You're pregnant!" the doctor said excitedly waving the folder containing the news, "Congratulations, you and your husband are truly blessed." Her words still rang fresh in your mind while you sat there trying to wrap your head around it."Pregnant," you spoke out loud, "I can't be pregnant...we were careful, sort of." Things with you and Loki weren't the best lately it seemed like you got into a fight almost every day with him. 

How would he react, would he leave or would he just be forced to stay? Your shoulders slumped and your lower lip trembled as you tried to fight back tears to no avail you ended up crying with your head resting on the steering wheel. 

Just as you were letting out a good cry someone tapped on your door, you shot your head up and wiped the tears from your eyes to make it seem like you weren't just having a mental break down. You held your finger on the button that made your window roll down and the older receptionist smiled sympathetically, "You left your purse inside sweetheart I'm glad I caught you before you left." "Thank you so much," you said smiling at her "I guess I'm just having a bad day." You mumbled pulling your purse through the window and setting it in the passenger seat. She walked away waving at you momentarily before dipping back into the large building. 

"Fucking hell," you spoke out sighing you might as well go home now so you didn't have to cry in a parking lot and make people feel sorry for you. As you drove home you just got more and more worried about how Loki would react, it couldn't be as bad as you thought it was.

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You pulled your keys out of the door and pushed it open it seemed like no one was home but you couldn't be sure. "Loki, are you home?" You called out but no answer came back, you weren't surprised, last night you and Loki had gotten into a heated argument. You said that you once thought you might prefer Thor over him and he stormed out of the house you hadn't seen him anymore that night or this morning.

 You threw your keys on the table and kicked the door closed, "If you are home and just pissed at me I'm not in the mood." You walked to your bedroom but stopped standing in front of your large mirror placing a hand on your stomach. Now that you knew for sure you were pregnant you felt stupid for not realizing earlier. 

Your chest had has been swollen lately just like you had been feeling nauseous more and more often. You tore your eyes away from your figure and sat on the edge of the bed burying your head in your hands. What were you going to do? Before you knew it you were overcome with sobs and involuntary shaking you didn't even hear Loki enter the house. "Oh, I didn't know you were home... why are you crying?" he asked changing his rude tone to a concerned one quickly.

 You couldn't even make out words you just shook your head in your hands and tried containing your tears. He kneeled in front of you pulling your hands away from your face and into his, "I am deeply sorry that I lost my temper with you but please do not cry. I despise when you do that, let us put yesterday behind us and not fight with each other anymore. now hush love," he murmured pulling you up and pushing your head into his chest, "no more fighting, you promise?" your muffled voice whimpered, "Promise, I have never lied to you and I will not start now." he cooed to you rubbing circles into your lower back, "now, would you like to help prepare dinner with me...some I'm sorry pasta?" 

you cracked a smile pulling away from him, "Okay," you replied allowing him to pull you out of the room. Maybe he wouldn't take the news badly he seemed to be in a good mood so you would try and tell him at dinner. 

Cooking with Loki was always fun there didn't have to be words exchanged but you both managed to make it work. After about an hour of preparing food, you had cooked and cleaned the kitchen before you both sat down to eat. "What type of wine would you prefer?" Loki asked examining the wine rack, "Uh...um I'm just going to drink some water." Loki grabbed one he wanted and walked into the dining room, "Why, you enjoy wine?" you walked into the room and sat across from him timidly, "I went the doctor's office and they said that I don't drink enough water." He grunted in approval and started to read while he ate, after a while of silence you decided to test the waters. 

"Loki, can I ask you a hypothetical?" He didn't look up from his book but nodded for you to continue, "What would you think if I was pregnant... just asking." he looked up and studied you carefully, "I do not know it would have to be in the moment, I am particularly glad you are not with child it would have to be an accident if you receive one. I think I've had enough children in this lifetime," he said with a laugh, your heart sank with the weight of his words. So it was true he wouldn't be happy about it so you might as well get it over with telling him. You looked down at your hands and held back tears your god damned hormones were making you act like a child crying constantly. At least you had a good reason to cry... Loki didn't notice at first but eventually, he saw you crying quietly across the table.

 "Did I make you distraught, I mean maybe we could have children one day but I don't quite care for them now." When you didn't answer him he went and stood in front of you, him hovering only made you more anxious so you tried to walk around him and barricade yourself in a room. But he quickly caught on and grabbed your arms forcing you to stay with him, "Why are you so emotional today I did not mean to offend you."

 You swallowed hard and shook in his grasp, "I'm sorry," was all you managed to get out through the tears. "Hey, stop that," he frowned wiping your tears away with his thumb, "What are you sorry for love?" you looked up at him woefully, "I went to the doctor, and I... I'm pregnant," Loki's face hardened but he didn't say a word, "But, But don't worry it's not too late I can still... I can still not keep it if you don't want it." You stuttered out in a rushed tone, he placed his hand on your chin lifting it slightly to stare directly at him.

" I would love nothing more than to watch the glow of motherhood fall upon you from bearing my child. Do not speak of such things like ridding yourself of our child or I might have to break my promise on not getting upset." you were shocked by his response and tone of voice, "But I thought you didn't want any children with me you said so yourself." Loki released your chin gently and ran his hand through your (h/c) hair flicking it off your shoulder. 

"Of course I have wanted children with you but I understand you are naturally independent and did not wish to rush you. I long for a Lokison or Lokidottir made from half of you and half of me," he whispered placing your hand on his chest. You exhaled glad that Loki received the news well and was genuinely excited about the arrival of your son or daughter. You smiled up at him and hugged him tightly, "I should probably wash the dishes then we could eat ice cream for dessert and-." "No, no, I'll do it you must rest you're in a family way now," you watched in amusement as Loki scurried around trying to make you as comfortable as possible. Everything was going to be fine from now on you could just feel it.

-Fin