Chapter 7: Decisions

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I had made a huge decision. After JJ went home, I didn't come out of my room. No food. No contact with people. Nothing. Besides electricity, water and a bathroom. It's been 4 days since JJ left, and I still haven't left my room. I was getting skinnier, my curves very noticeable. I was paler than normal. I hadn't seen the sunlight for a while. The boys were getting frantic about me and worrying. Especially Kian. He freaked pout a lot when I didn't come down for breakfast. I didn't want to leave my room. I felt safe. I had been cutting a lot too. There was so much god damn pain in my life. There were a lot of bloody tissues in my garbage can now. I didn't know what to do, so I turned on my music and took yet another nap.

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Kian's POV (Ooh. New POV)

I was so worried. My baby hadn't come down in 4 days. I didn't know why. But she didn't have food in her room. Or did she? Probably not. She never comes out now. I decided to go up there and try to let her our and see the sunlight for once in a while.

"Hey. Rylie? Are you alive?"

"yah sorry. Just woke up from a nap."

"Oh sorry. We have food. Please come downstairs."

"I'm good."

"Ok. Well come down when you're ready." I sad giving up.

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Rylie's POV

Kian woke me up from my nap by trying to persuade me to come down and eat. I said no an he must've given up because he was no longer there. I decided I would curl my hair and do my makeup real pretty. Even though I wasn't going anywhere. I put on my makeup and did my hair and started dancing around to my music. I guess I got carried away because I started singing too. Hope they didn't hear me.

"You sing beautifully." Dammit.

I didn't answer. I pretended I didn't hear him. I continued dancing until he walked away. Thank god.

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It's now been almost a week of no socialization or food. I was skinnier than before and my curves were really noticeable. I decided that the boys, and myself, couldn't take this anymore. I changed into my blue skinny jeans and a black crop top with my hair in a fishtail braid in my left shoulder. I opened my door only to hear them talking downstairs. I quietly walked down there and into the kitchen where they were.

They didn't notice my skinny figure there, until I cleared my throat.

"RYLIE!" They all exclaimed with joy to finally see me.

"Hi." I said quietly.

"How's your week been. With out us?"

"Eh." I wasn't in the mood of talking. I walked to the fridge and grabbed a small, and I mean small, glass of water.

"Is that it?" I nodded. I admit I was kind of hungry. But I would live. I noticed that the 5sos boys weren't here anymore. They just have left. I then saw Trevor, Jc, Connor and Ricky staring a my sides. They must have noticed how skinny I got and how noticeable my curves were.

"Rylie. You're so skinny. But damn girl. You have got the curves." Sam said as he walked in. Kian shot him a glare. I didn't talk. I didn't feel like doing anything. I didn't want to move. And I couldn't. I tried looking around by moving my head, but it was frozen. All of a sudden, my vision got blurry. I saw little black dots everywhere and the next thing I knew, I was laying on the floor as the boys were rushing around and freaking out. My eyes closed and I couldn't see a thing.

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Hey guys. Haven't done an authors note on a while. There's nothing to really talk about so... Anywho. Yeah. Nothing to rant about. Oh wait. Yes there is. Kind of. So. I already finished school (a couple weeks ago) and I just wacthed Sam's video for what a guy does when he likes a girl and it said that he may be kind of mean to that girl and that was how  the guy in my school treated me. Also, my friend said that she overheard (eavesdropping is fun) some guys talking about one asking me out but his friend said no because he (we're calling the guy he) might beat the living shit of him and he's obsessed with me. She told me this and I was like. OMFG! Yeah anyways. I think he likes me. Idk. Yeah. FInished my rant. Sorry if I bored you guys. I'll write the next chapter in a bit. Love you losers so much. Bye baes!

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