I ran over to the shelter. I cannot believe that just happened. I kissed Oliver, well actually he kissed me but I let it happen. I ran inside to look for Bellamy. Lets just say I tripped over a lot of things.
"Bellamy?" I yelled out. "Bellamy? Please." There was no sign of him on the first floor so I headed to the second. Except for a two people making out there was nobody up there. I went to the third how did he climb these ladders so fast, he's injured. There he was in the medical room sitting on a chair in the corner.
"Bellamy, finally." I was pretty much out of breath. I was going so fast and I was panicking. "Bellamy?"
"Thought you'd be with your boyfriend. What's his name?... Oh yeah that Olive kid." He said.
"It's Oliver not Olive. And he's not my boyfriend." I said. He didn't say anything. "I didn't want to kiss him, he kissed me."
"It's the same thing." He was almost yelling. "Your lips touched he kissed you, you kissed him he, it the same thing."
"I'm sorry." I said softly.
"Why?" He said. I looked at him confused. "Why should you be sorry. It doesn't matter to me."
"It sounds like it does." I say to him with some sort of confidence I've never had before. "But no of course it never matters to the guy." I started to go back down the ladder.
"Carly." He called out. I was on the second step down.
"No." I said. "It's ok, now stay here, we don't need you to be in any worse condition than you already are." I continue down the ladder.
On the first floor I immediately start crying. I sat down on the couch and curled up. I don't even know why I started crying, I just feel like I messed everything up. Someone sat next to me I hoped it wasn't Oliver.
It was Bella. "Hey." She said in a soothing voice. "Whats wrong?" She asked. I don't even want to talk but I stop crying and talk to her.
"I kissed Oliver." I admit. She looks at me like I'm crazy.
"And thats a problem? He's pretty hot." She said.
"It's a problem if you don't like him." I said. She still wasn't getting it. "I like Bellamy. And Oliver kissed me. And Bellamy saw, and now he will barely even look at me. Not like he used to. I messed up, I don't like Oliver and I kissed him." I explained.
"Are you sure that Bellamy doesn't like you?" I looked at her like she was a genius. Maybe that's why he was so upset.
"Thanks. I say to her." And I run up to the ladder and start climbing up.
"Your welcome?" I hear her yell.
I go up the next ladder into the medical room with so much confidence in hand. I look around. "Bellamy?" I call out. No sign of him I go back down to the first floor and good outside I run around to look for him.
I head over to the graveyard, I can see the graves now, I take a step forward and see him. He's kissing another girl, and it's not just a peck I can tell you that.
