Sensational~Choni~

21. {Stone Cold}

Toni-

I just couldn't stop crying, this is the first time in a long time that I cried this much, especially over a girl. I couldn't believe she hurt me for no reason. Everything was just perfect before the party and then I caught her with Veronica? Did I mean absolutely anything to her? Probably not, because I never mean anything to anyone. Just after I tore my wall down for her, she hurt me. This is why I can't fall in love, because each and every time I just get hurt.

I felt my phone going off a bunch of times in my pocket, and I heard lots of knocking on the door. I heard Cheryl's voice yelling my name a bunch as she knocked on the door. It mainly sound muffled: I knew it was there but it sounded as if I was underwater and it was being yelled to me. I just couldn't focus on anything. Talking about being underwater, it just feels like I'm drowning, drowning in my tears and sorrows.

As I had my face in my palms I heard something slide under the door, I looked down and it was a piece of paper. I open it and a ring falls out, it was the ring I gave Cheryl. I put my eyes back on the note, I first noticed the tear drops on the white piece of paper.

Toni,

I'm sorry, I really am. I let jealousy and alcohol take over. I'll be here with you no matter what, but if you don't want to ever see me again I understand. I get if you don't want to date me, or be in my life. Just know that I'm really sorry.

And here's the ring... I don't deserve it.

, Cheryl.

I read each and every word, some over and over. It was clear she didn't want to be in a relationship, or she would have tried harder than this. Especially writing that she gets if I don't want her, it's just an easy escape for her.

I grab the ring and put it in my palm, I put my fingers over top of it and I have it in a tight grip. That was until I threw it across the bathroom, making it smash into the wall in front of me.

I didn't realize what I did for awhile, I didn't realize it wasn't my ring and it was a pass down in the blossom family.

"S.hit." I mumble to myself.

I get up and I go over to the now broken ring, I pick up the ring and broken diamond. I didn't know what to do, so I just shoved it back in my pocket and I sat back down against the door. Today was just not my day, running into my ex, having Cheryl cheat on me, breaking an important ring.

After awhile, I finally got off from the floor and walked over to the sink. I splashed my face with some water, and then dried my face. My eyes were still puffy and red, but I didn't give a d.amn. Everyone cries, especially the people who hurt inside.

I was going to go back to that party, and I would just hang out with the people who actually cared about me. The serpents of course. They were my family, and they would never not be there for me.

I took a deep breath before walking out of the bathroom. Thank god nobody was really around the bathroom. I walk downstairs and I try to find SweetPea and them, it didn't take long to find them as they were still sitting around the same spot they were in last time.

"Hey you okay, you disappeared for awhile." SweetPea asks as he takes a sip out of his beer bottle.

"Not really guys... but to be honest I would rather if we didn't speak about it." I say sitting down near them.

Fangs hands me a bottle, and I didn't hold back a single second to drink it.

"You know you can talk to us about whatever, we'll listen." Fangs says.

"I'm just done being hurt by girls, the same s.hit happens over and over. I just don't think the world wants me to date anyone, especially girls." I sigh.