Sensational~Choni~

28. { You're Beautiful}

Toni-

"I kissed... Heather." She says.

It took a moment to progress, but then it hit me. She didn't just kiss one girl that night, she kissed two. My heart felt like it sunk, and I just didn't know what to do. I didn't want to fight with her, but I wasn't happy.

"Toni.," she says quietly and going to grab my hand.

I sigh and I stand up. I look at her and then I leave, I exit the room shutting the door behind me.

It was a terrible thought but maybe I should just leave, leave with the other serpents. I loved Cheryl, and yeah, of course, I always will. But how much else did she do that night? Did she kiss every girl there except for me?

I walked to the kitchen and I got a drink. I then sat on the sofa and I drank away, I know it wouldn't settle in that quickly but I wish it did.

It was about five minutes later that Cheryl came out, and she slowly walked over to me. I didn't make eye contact with her but I saw her on the side of my vision.

She sat down next to me, sitting on her legs that were on the couch.

"I thought we were done with the fighting." She says quietly.

"I'm not fighting," I say with no emotion.

"Obviously we are, you don't want to talk to me, you're angry with me. So yes, yes we are." She says with a small crack in her voice.

I quickly turn my head to look at her, and you could see she wanted to start crying again.

All she does is cry, cry over me. I'm the reason for everything, and I'm just not good.

"I'm not fighting with you," I say raising my voice a bit.

I sigh, and I look away.

"Maybe I should just go with the serpents. Honestly, it might just be better for us." I shake my head lighting.

She puts her hand on my thigh, making me look up at her.

"No, it won't be better for us. You're not going anywhere, and I can promise you that." The year that formed finally fell, it fell down to her chin.

I put my hand up to her face and I wiped away the tear, I couldn't let her cry anymore. I didn't want her to, and I hated seeing her cry.

"Why shouldn't I? All I'm doing is making you cry, and is this really healthy for us?" I ask her.

"I don't want you to leave, I'm crying because I can't lose you. I was stupid for holding this in, but I'm not going to leave you and you're not leaving me either." She grabs my hands.

"Why'd you do it?" I ask her.

"That was the kiss where I was actually jealous. It's when I first saw you, and I was so upset and angry. And I guess with Veronica it was me being drunk. And you know I regret both of them, I don't have feelings for either of them, only for you. Heather and I talked, we both regret it, and she's happy with someone else. So please Toni, please just forgive me and I just want to let that party is the past forever." She cries more.

"Fine, I'm not leaving. But I'm not over it, you just can't expect me to forget about this. I do love you Cheryl, but please just don't hide anything from me." I say looking down at our hands.

"I promise, and I understand." She wipes away the tears on her face.

I look up at her and I didn't say anything more.

"Can I kiss you?" She asks nervously.

I chuckle at her having to ask, but of course, I nod.

She moves her face closer to mine and we kiss, and when we kiss, I just know that she will do everything to make me forgive her. I mean sometimes it's hard to resist her, like have you seen her?