Paralyzed {BP}

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"Okay, try standing up please."

The young brunette grathered all the strength in her body and attempted to lift herself from the wheelchair she was in.

Sadly, she did not succeed. The attempt resulted in the wheelchair rolling out from under her and causing her to fall to the harsh concrete. A surgeon walked in and greeted the two in the room.

"Good morning Lalisa, we have found a way to cure you but-"

The petite girl laying on the floor trying to still the wheelchair looked up at the doctor with a look neither could read.

"No. I'm tired of all these failed attempts and not getting anywhere. I'm not going to dance ever again so there's no reason for us to even try anymore. I'm so tired of having some person put me in my bed, in my wheelchair, in the bath. There's no reason for me to live anymore if I'm not going to dance anymore then there's no point in living."

The doctor was shocked. Never in his life has he ever heard or seen someone who doesn't want to get better.

"Lalisa, you have improved tremendously since the accident. This is cureable." The doctor reasoned.

"Oh, really? Were you or were you not the one who said that the car crushed both of my legs and there was a 99.9% chance that I would never be able to walk, let alone dance again. Yes, I did hear that." Lisa looked down. The doctor couldn't argue knowing that it was entirely true. He had said that and there really was no way to help Lisa ever walk, let alone dance again, if physical therapy wasn't working. It's been  6 months since the accident and Lisa has still been in the same place since the day the ambulance wheeled her into the hospital.

"Just call someone in here to help me with my bath. Thanks for the check up. You can see yourself out." The two doctors whispered to each other before leaving the room.

Once the doctors left, Lisa laid on the floor, motionless, reminiscing the times where she would dance across the stage with her bandmates. She missed it tremendously. She would watch as they performed on stage without her. They looked so happy but unfortunately, Lalisa couldn't see through the fake smiles and pain in their eyes.

"Knock knock." Lisa quickly attempted to get into her wheelchair again before anyone saw how helpless she looked. "Oh my goodness, Lisa, baby, are you okay?" Her girlfriend ran to her aid as soon as she poked her head in.

"I'm fine." Lisa shrugged her off as she sat in the chair. "Why are you guys here?" The three girls looked to each other before speaking. "Lisa, why would we not come visit you? We're like your family." Jennie spoke softly. Lisa scoffed. "Well you're not. I have no family. They disowned me after the accident." Chaeyoung stepped towards her girlfriend and held her hand. "Lisa, we'll always be here for you. Please don't push us away." Lisa pulled her hand away and pushed herself towards the massive window looking out across the city. "I'm leaving the group." All three girls gasped and immediately tried to change her mind. "I've already made up my mind. I told YG and he agreed to let me go. This is goodbye. Please don't come visit me anymore." Jennie held back tears as the other two girls let them fall freely. "Lisa don't do this. You can't leave us." Chaeyoung cried as she's now standing on the side of the brunette. "Don't push us away Lisa." Chaeyoung attempted to hold her hand again. "This is our goodbye Chaeyoung. I enjoyed every moment we had together. You were the greatest thing my life has brought." Chaeyoung was sobbing at this point. "Lisa don't-" Lisa snapped. "Don't what Park Chaeyoung. We are nothing. I can't even stand up. We can't have sex. I can't even make you feel good. I can't kiss you like I used to. I can't cuddle you anymore. For fucks sake I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH PAIN YOU'RE GOING THROUGH! I'm doing this for you. I'm cutting you loose so you can be able to love someone in the ways I can't anymore." Chaeyoung shook her head. "Lisa we are so much more than cuddling and sex. We have an emotional connection. We bring out the best in each other. We thrive together. We're better together. Don't throw away the last 3 and a half years we spend together. Please." Chaeyoung successful held her hand without the other pulling away. "The doctor said they found a way to fix me but there's a 90% chance that I will die. Let me go before you can't." Lisa held her girlfriend's face in her shaky hands. "I already can't." Chaeyoung leaned forward to connect their lips in a soft and passionate kiss.

"Lisa, please come with me." A familiar woman opened the door, interrupting the moment. "My apologies ladies. The doctor must see Lisa now. You are welcome to come back later. It may take a while." Lisa tilted her head to the side as she wheeled herself to the door. "Why will it take a while? Am I getting surgery?!" The woman lookes like a deer caught in headlights. "I told them I will not have any surgery. I'm sick of it!" Lisa refused as she attempted to back out. The nurse go ahold of the chair and pushed it out the room. "Why are you so adamant on not getting the surgery?" The nurse struggled to push the young girl down the hall as she kept grabbing on to things. "BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING!! I LOST EVERYTHING AND I CAN'T GET IT BACK EVER!!" The nurse sighed as she continued to push her down the hall to the surgery room.

2 and a half years later

"Okay girls, you're on in 10." The stage hand warned as the girl fixed their hair and makeup ready for their first concert in 2 years. They just released an old album they had back when Lisa was still in the group. Speaking of, the girl's obeyed her wished and didn't contact or visit her. The hardest part was went she slipped into a coma after the surgery. It was unexpected and she was put on life support.

"Chaeng, come on, it's time." Chaeyoung jumped up from her makeup chair and follow the other two to the stage. The cheers of the crowd growing louder and louder as the beginning came closer and closer. As the timer hit one, the crowd went insane as the light dimmed and the silhouettes were seen on the stage.

It was now the time for Chaeyoung's solo stage. She walked to the middle of the stage with her favorite guitar in hand. Gifted from Lisa, the day before the accident. Once the crowd settled down she began to strum softly.

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks

And darling I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And baby my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Oh me I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way, mm
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul can never grow old, it's evergreen
Baby your smile's forever in my mind and memory

I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

Suddenly the crowd bursed into cries and screams as a very familiar voice came through the speaker after Rosé guitar break.

But baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are, oh

So baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

Oh maybe we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

Chaeyoung's eyes filled with tears as the love of her life stood before her on the stage.

"Oh my god!" She cried as she ran towards the once paralyzed girl. "You're standing. Lisa, you're standing!" Chaeyoung wrapped her arms around Lisa's neck as she pulled her into for a tight hug. "Please don't ever push me away. There wasn't a day that I didn't think about you." Lisa held her with equal strength as she nodded. "Never again baby. I'm here to stay."

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