Before We Surrender. (A Poetry Book)

"BLISS"

I have encountered so many guys before.

some of them loved me,
but some of them have hurt me.

I got hurt so much before,
to the point that I wrote thousands of poems that has sharp words in it, because that's my way of how to express my feelings, and my words cut me too deep.

I thought I could forget him by writing my own feelings in a blank sheet.

but all it could bring me is the pain I felt every time I remember him.

boy's do not attract me anymore after that,

I lost interest in them.

but I don't know,
since I met you,
my heart did not beat twice as I expected.

It was not love at first sight,
but I smiled by thought of ' me, wanting to love this guy' for the rest of my life.

I know that I'm capable with it.

and then...

I just woke up one day,
looking for your name,
aching for your smell,
and missing your smile.

there's something in you that makes me want to know you more.

I know, this is not the first time I fell in love.

I loved someone before,
but I loved him, without me knowing it.

but you? I know exactly what I feel.

I'm aware with my feelings.

and I chose to love you wholeheartedly.

the first time I see you,
standing at the road side...

you wore your dearest most shy kind of smile I will always remember.

on how awkward your look can be.

I was never into shy type of guy,
but now?... I just loved one.

you know, as I look into your eyes, I can see my future in it.

your smell is my favorite scent I will never forget.

your voice is my favorite music.

your lovely smile that could make me fall over and over again...

I know that 'there's seven billion pairs of hands in the world, but yours is the only one that fits in mine perfectly.'

being with you under the moonlight and the million stars above,

in an open field where we are,

we just talked all day, and all night.

telling me everything in your life.

maybe you have no idea,
but that was the most romantic and the most sweetest thing I experienced.

being with you is what I can call bliss.

you're my little source of happiness.

thank you for being part of my life.

thank you for coming, for staying and for not giving up on me even though I am aware of how hard it is to be with me.

now I know why did he hurt me before...

because if he didn't? I would not be able to find my real happiness, which is obviously you.

I got hurt and scarred, because you were born to heal this wound.

I was never thankful in my life until you came,

until you finally came.

everyday I'm thanking God because he gave me the best love story I could ever imagine.

I will never forget the first time I saw you.

in a green shirt and skinny jeans.

you're now my favorite person.

I swear to never regret falling for a guy that's for keep.

I promise to hold on to you until the very last day you want me to.

you complete the emptiness in my once broken heart.

I promise that you will forever be written in my heart.

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