Spark Of Life

Chapter 30

THREE MONTHS LATER

Casey POV

It has been three months since Gabby and I split well more like I was and idiot and she left me. I deserved it though I mean I wasn't being a good father or husband so I guess I just needed to lose the only good thing in my life in order for me to realize that what I was doing wasn't right to do to my family and the women I love. Since then I have been trying to get Gabby back, but she will only talk to me when she has time. We recently lost our new candidate we only had for a month in a fire so she has been busy with that and finding a replacement paramedic for Mills. He moved to North Carolina so Kidd has been working with Brett and is going to transfer over to Ambo officially today. So I am getting two new men and maybe after meeting those two I will be able to talk to Gabby. I get the kids twice a week but they rarely talk to me. I get they hate me for not staying that day, but at least I am trying to fix things. I love Gabby and the kids and I never will stop trying to win back there love by showing them how much I love them. I got to work and went to the Chiefs office to meet our new men. I walked in and the men weren't there yet "Hey chief were are the new guys" "On their way Lieutenant go change and come back" "Okay" so I wasn't going to have the conversation before the guys come I will have that conversation about begging her to take me back later. 

Gabby Dawson POV

Me and Matt have been split up for three months. We haven't gotten divorced, but I don't know anymore. I know he feels bad and wants me and the kids to come home, but how can I trust him when he says things will change, that he will stick around when times get tough. I don't know anymore. The new guys walked in and i told Connie to get Matt back in here because I sent him to go change out. Matt walked in and now the meeting has begun. "Lieutenant Casey these are Jeff Clark, and Jordan Jones men this is your Lieutenant." Matt waved "let me explain how things work in this house I have a three strike system if you hit strike three you are gone understand. " "yes chief" they responded. Both respectful which is a good thing. "Okay now you will follow Lieutenant Casey's orders to a perfect T, and don't break any regulations or guidelines unless I give the go ahead or one of the Lieutenants does understand" "yes chief" "good dismissed". They walked out to go get their lockers but Casey stayed he took a seat in front of me after closing the door. "Can I help you Casey" "can we talk about us" he asked. I was shocked I thought he was going to talk about work. But maybe this is him asking for a divorce. While we were married he cheated on me once, and then wouldn't talk about anything when times got tough. "What is there to talk about" I said "I want you back Gabby I want you and the kids to come home. You four are the only good things I have in my life and I am not letting you go so easily I will fight for you if I have to Gabby. I love you just please come home" he begged. "Matt you have no idea how much I want to say all is forgiven, but the fact of the matter is when times got tough you went to get drunk you didn't stick around to figure things out. I don't know if I can trust you anymore Matt." I said this and he had an ashamed look on his face. "I get it Gabs I really do, but I am not walking away from us, you and those kids are the only good things I have and I am not letting you slip away. I will fight for you Gabby. I will fight for us. Please don't give up on me, don't give up on us I love you Gabs and that is the only thing I know is for sure." he looked at me with determination in his eyes. Is it crazy that I want to take him back that I actually believe him when he says he loves me. "Please Gabby just you and the kids come home please" "Matt I don't kn....." "Gabby I will never stop trying to get you to come home I won't stop until the end of time not even then" "okay we will come back but you and I have some things to work on" "Okay lets do it now" "we can't" "why not" "roll call is now" "after?" "sure". I was happy me and Matt are back together I love him so he means the entire world to me. I am going home with the man I love which I haven't done in three months. We have some rough seas ahead , but as long as I have him we can face it together. 

"Okay everyone listen up announcements Kidd has decided to join the ambo with Brett. And we have two new men starting today give a warm 51 welcome to Jeff Clark and Candidate Jordan Jones. I expect nothing less than kindness 51 to our new members dismissed"

On my way back to my office Casey met up with me and whispered in my ear "lets fix our relationship". I knew now he wanted to make things right, that he wanted to fix our relationship so it is stronger. We got to my office he closed the door and sat on the couch I sat in the chair in front of the couch. "Okay what do you think we should do Gabs because I will do anything for you" said Matt. "We have to make a rule that unless a fight is getting really ugly we will try to solve the problem but if we have to walk away we won't get drunk" "deal" he said. "Also we leave work at work and home at home" "I agree Gabby 100%" "Matt are you sure you want to give us another shot" "I am positive Gabby there is nothing I would rather do than be with you". He made me smile he patted the seat next to him. So I got up and sat down next to him as he held me close not wanting to let me go as if I would run away and he would never be able to find me. I know Matt is now trying and we are both ready to give this relationship another go.