(Chris x FredBear) I Got No Time [Book#1]

Chapter 12 - (Terrance)

I woke up to the lights bleeding through the giant window. The city looks peaceful with the sun lighting up every corner of the world. I sat up, my eyes met FredBear sitting on the night stand next to me; I sighed closing my eyes laying back on the soft pillow getting lost in my thoughts again

"Chris, just know I'm still here for you. I'm not going anywhere," I heard FredBear say in my head

"I know," I simply replied back without another comment. If anybody was in here, they will think I'm down right crazy

They will never know the troubles I've been through in my life. They will only think I'm just a child going through some type of "phase" as they like to call it. Only then, it's not a phase because adults would never sit down and listen to a child's problems because they would brush it off like any other matter

They don't want to deal with it. And they won't

I heard the door creak open, I looked to see my Dad walk into the room closing the door.

"Dad, can you lay with me?" I asked him in a hushed voice still staring at the ceiling. Me myself always been a Daddy's boy, he's the only one I can relate to. He told me that in his childhood, he use to get bullied because of the way he looked. I think it's unique because everything in the world is different for a reason. Some things are just special in it's own little way

"Sure," He said walking over laying down next to me. I instantly wrapped my arms around his waist burying my face into his neck closing my eyes

I've always been close to my Dad, even though Terrance teased me about it long ago. He would always say "What a baby" or "Go cry to Daddy" I always hated when he did that. He always manages to make me upset, he had a nag of doing that. He was just keep messing with me until he gets a reaction, he wanted a reaction out of me so he could torture me some more about the way I acted towards his actions.

I basically locked myself in my room away from the world because I felt like my room was the only place I couldn't be judge and I felt safe locked up in my room. I would lay in my bed for hours on end clutching FredBear close to my chest hoping things would be different the next day. I soon fell into depression making my eating habits less frequent and I stopped talking because I felt like my voice would become a problem to everyone

I shut everyone out because it was for the best. Why would I want to talk to the only person that I thought would help me? I knew my brother didn't like to breath the same air as me, I knew he didn't want me around because he felt like I would 'Fuck up his life'

His words, not mine

One day Terrance will realize that I would be the one to be there for him if he ever need anything. And only will he realize popularity and making people feel bad, doesn't get you nowhere in life. It will only make you feel dumb and looked upon from
a-lot of people, someday he will realize that. And I hope he realizes that very soon because some day it would just pass him by

"FredBear," I said telepathically because I wouldn't want Dad to think I'm talking to myself. He would just see it as another problem

"Yes Chris," He replied back

"I just want you to know, thank you for everything. For protecting me; and over-all, for being my guardian," I told him smiling

"My pleasure, even when you grow up. I'll always be by your side; no matter the cost. Don't let anybody get to you, not even your idiot big brother," FredBear explained laughing at the last part

I smiled feeling glad that FredBear is willing to stay by my side, even when no-one else will. I heard my Dad sigh whilst rubbing his fingers through my hair. Even when I said FredBear wasn't protecting me, I basically ate my own words. FredBear was there for me when no-one else was; he's always right there when I needed someone to pour my feelings out to and have a someone to cry out to without judgement.