(Chris x FredBear) I Got No Time [Book#1]

Epilogue

~6 months Later~

It's been 6 months since FredBear's death and I haven't been doing so well. I would spend most of my time out by the giant tree outside of my house. The bark dug into my back as I sat against it; I had dry tear streaks that lined my cheeks from my crying earlier. My family's been trying to get my mind off of him, they was unsuccessful surprisingly. I haven't been eating or sleeping for these past months because how can I?

Those 8 years of friendship meant a-lot to me. I'm still mourning, I can't stop picturing FredBear laying in his own blood looking so lifeless. My eyes welled up with tears, I miss him so much. I can't stand waking up everyday knowing he's not there; to comfort me in my worse times to come. In reality I know he won't be there and I tried many attempts to see him again. Seeing him again equals many failed attempts of suicide, Mom or Terrance always stopped it whenever they caught me having a knife to my wrist. Why can't they just let me see him again? I stared at the setting sun, the yellow and red mixed so perfectly together. Me and FredBear always use to watch the sunset every night talking here and there. The sunset was my happy place from the things that was happening in my life

I smiled remembering the time FredBear would always joke about the unnecessary things that didn't matter to anyone. I sighed knowing it would only be just a memory, if only he was here to joke about the unnecessary things. I'm craving his company right about now, my heart and soul yearns for him. I feel myself yearning him, I feel it in my chest

"You are just so emotional,"

I perked up to hearing that voice. I turned around to see FredBear standing there with small smile etched onto his face. I felt my heart soar just by seeing him here; alive and well. I just can't imagine how he's living when he had a fatal wound to his stomach. Now, his stomach has  three giant pink scars that lined it, suddenly; I felt my connection with him slowly piecing back together. I felt tingles inside my chest, I guess FredBear felt it too since he laughed for a small bit while putting his hand over his heart

Without a second thought, I ran over to him tackling him hugging onto him tightly as we both fell to the ground beneath us. We both laughed as I did this, I missed the feeling of him after all this time. It felt so good to feel his fur against my skin

"How is this possible?" I asked him looking into his turquoise colored orbs. He sat up with me still in his lap

"I'm a plushie, sort of, my physical being died but, my soul didn't. I did promise I'll always be with you," FreBear replied smiling, "You'll forever always be mine," He replied with a love struck gaze, I swear his eyes turned into hearts

"You'll always be mine as well," I told him my smile never faltering. He lifted my chin with his finger. I saw the love and admiration in his orbs, and I knew that he truly loved me as I loved him. We found ourselves leaning in until our lips softly pressed against eachother

My stomach exploded with butterflies as he kissed me. It wasn't rough or needy, it was filled with passion. I softly grabbed both his cheeks deepening the kiss; my mouth moving along his. His arms wrapped around my waist pulling my body flush against his - he started to leave open mouth kisses along my jawline slowly trailing kisses down my neck

His head was laid on my shoulder with his hot breath fanning my neck. I closed my eyes smiling in bliss coming to realize

FredBear was my first kiss