Turmoil between Soul and Soulmate

CHAPTER 1

    

 Maya felt her heart sinking, she felt emptiness around her, she felt lonely, she felt the pain that  was piercing her like thousand needles,

She took her mobile and typed,  "i really can't Jayson please understand me, i never tried to cheat you, its all that i didn't tell you",

 She waited for reply she couldn't wait anymore because she had sent 146 messages already and she was becoming impatient with each moving second .

Now she called him up, she called him continuously till the numbers in her keypad worn out, she called till her fingers etched yet there was no response, after a small pause she called him up again, this time her eyes welled out.

She felt horrible listening to that recorded voice say, "the number you are trying to call is currently switched off ",

 She couldn't stop crying now, she cried till her tears dried . She got up and saw her face in mirror it was swollen and red, there were strains of tears, her eyes were bulged enormously, her face has lost the charm , her curly uncombed hair looked like mess.

 She felt embarrassed and humiliated . She felt worn out , she felt tired , sick and low .

 She looked deep into her eyes and thought whether she has done some mistake; the more she      thought , the more she couldn't come to any conclusion .

 She washed her face and opened her hair it was too much tangled she took her wide toothed    comb and started combing it , still thinking hard .

 She switched on the geyser and went inside washroom she let her dress slip through her body, she opened the shower and felt warm water embrace her, she wouldn't stop anymore, she cried again ...

  It has been three days since she took a shower so she took nearly an hour to wash herself clean    also she had no other way to make herself busy .

As the water droplets dripped on her,

She thought about Chaplin's famous saying " i like to walk in rain coz nobody can see me crying " , now she smiled at her own thinking and realised that these horrible days haven't changed her thirst for literature ,

She felt her buxcinator still alive .

She slowly changed into her silky soft night gown which used to make her feel good,

She opened the shelf took her kohl and smudged it around her eyes,

She combed her pretty locks once more and left it loose, She sprayed lavender perfume and felt fresh as the aroma tickled her senses .

Looking around the room gave her messy feeling for a clean freak like her she wanted everything to be perfectly placed always .

 She started cleaning up the mess,

She thought to herself that it would be great, if its easy to clean up the mess she had made in her life .

She smiled at her own sarcasm now .

Her thoughts were disturbed my her stomach begging her to feed something , she opened the fridge and grabbed a apple and started munching it .

Maya is a 21 year old young chartered accountant. She never wanted to be a CA but somehow she landed up in CA.

She wanted to do something creative a writer, a photographer, an artist, a director or even a designer would do but not definitely Chartered accountant.

She is working in Mumbai in a big concern where many die to work , she is getting a six digit sum every month. Inspite of being contented she was never feeling great since it wasn't her dream to become a CA .

She is here now, in Bangalore for a Audit.

Maya is a beautiful girl of 5.5" and perfect BMI, her statics could make any girl envy her.  Her long curly hair would never go unnoticed even by strangers.  She became so popular wherever she went cause of her expressive and big eyes .

Maya opened her laptop and started shuffling through pics;  when she came across her recent snap with Jayson.

They were looking so perfect in that snap it was before some 10 days in a Party.

Her eye sparkled thinking about those moments and it became wet again.

She thought about her past four years with Jayson.

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Thank you for reading so far i wil be updating the next chapter soon ... please keep reading to know more about Maya and Jayson ... Feel free to update your comments .. Thank you once again ..