Take off your Hijab (Rewriting)

Why are you even here?✅

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Amal's POV.

"it is better to be alone, but it hurts less to be like the rest or at least so she believed..."

I took a seat on the table furthest in the corner away from everyone else, hopefully it ends up dragging lesser attention for me like I had intended for it to do, I know you are probably wondering about what rubbish I'm blabbing about but what you don't know is that, it is actually something that I had to learn the hard way. Which is that 'it is better to be alone but it also WOULD hurts less to be like the rest'.

I opened my lunch bag happily remembering that my mom had finally made me my favorite snack, a Shawarma. I haven't had any of those ever since I was 15 so yeah I can't wait to take a bite of the snack right now.

I happily opened my orange drink and took sip after sip to quench my thirst, before I began to unwrap my shawarma but before I could do so completely, I got caught off guard and possibly scared too life and not to death by a slam on my table, the first thing on my mind was to run but instead I felt paralyzed, So instead I jumped!, clenching unto my Shawarma for dear life.

WHY?

Well because I can't throw it away without taking a bite of it, there is no wasting of food by me in my dictionary. I looked up only to see those who I once considered my best friends standing over me with Hateful glares, it also looks like they also brought company this time.

'How great!' I hope you guys know what sarcasm is!.

"Hey rag face!" Ayana states, making her group laugh while I rolled my eyes this time because well isn't that a new one?. I'm not called rag haired anymore but rag face now, making me mentally sigh in disappointment at today's attack, they're calling me rag face more and more nowadays, because I haven't been wearing a hijab lately and so I guess I'll still listen to them spew rubbish today. And they are so funny whenever they say things that actually hurt me you know...

So hilarious!, hahaha! Ayana and her crew make people like Kelvin Hart look like they are not comedians honestly...I hope you know what sarcasm is?.

"Well, hello, so What do you guys want from me today?" I ask with fake enthusiasm seeping into my tone and i was even trying a little too hard to hold on to a somewhat friendly facial expression, even though I already knew exactly what they were here for...but I like to play around sometimes to save myself most of the time, even though it never really works.

"I think we've said a million times now, For you, to kill yourself for the sake of world peace" Ayana States with a teasing smile making me flinch at her words...well so much for trying to pretend to be unbothered, as soon as I flinched her eyes caught it, she lets out a genuine smile, properly happy that she could now see the hurt and fear in my eyes.

To be honest, i know that I should've been expecting that sentence which many members of her crew never fail say to me almost at every corner and turn to the point where it is sickening but, that didn't stop it from hurting my feelings any less each time even though i know they've said worst, sometimes even the dumbest words from them hurts honestly...it hurts especially when it's coming from someone you once considered as a friend, i mean, how are supposed to feel when people who you used to share a very close bond with tell you to kill yourself?....

Regardless of whether they were close to you a few years ago, are you just going to do it, to delete yourself simply because they said you should?...yeah exactly...i currently had no plans to die until the time is right, i jusy wished that they would get that message but they're somewhat very persistent with that opinion of theirs...like i get it my life sucks...you dont have to tell me at each and every turn.