Sorry, this one is a little sad. I am in this mood and I feel my way to express it without talking to people is to put it in writing. So here it is. I'm sorry if you cry. I kind of cried while writing it. I hope you like it so vote and comment!! Love you all!!
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My life without him has been a mess. I miss his smile, his laugh, his sense of humor, his lips, hi body, and everything else about him.
Why was he taken so abruptly from me. He always kept me together especially in the worst of times but now I have no one else. I guess Kirstie, Avi, Kevin, and Esther count but I just sit them out because they remind me of him... of Mitch.
It's been a month since he died, well murdered. I will never be able to get the image out of my head.
~ Flashback ~
I heard screaming and yelling on the other side of the door.
Mitch went and told Marcus that their relationship was over and he obviously is not taking it well when I got a phone call from Mitch ten minutes prior.
When I was was finally able to get the door open, I saw Marcus over Mitch hold a knife to his throat.
"You!" Marcus yelled, while charging at me.
He tackled me and yelled at me because I stole Mitch from him. We were doing hand-to-hand and I was winning until he gave me a good right-hooker to the jaw. I was losing consciousness but I still saw the worst sight I ever saw, Mitch getting stabbed. Once Marcus was done he left smirking at his work and left us in this house.
"Sc-Sc-Scott..." Mitch choked out.
"I'm here. I'm here. It's going to be okay. Just please don't leave me. " I begged.
"I-I love you so m-much."
"No. Please no!" I wailed.
It was no use, he soon stopped breathing in my arms.
~ Flashback over ~
Ever since that day, I started cutting. One for every nightmare and one for whenever I need to feel something. Sometimes I would jus do it for no reason.
Since he left, I lost my love for music. Whenever I do write it's usually about Mitch or that horrid day that haunts me in my dreams or some dark and morbid thoughts.
I've thought to end my life multiple times but knowing I'll be hurting my family and friends keeps me from it, plus it's not what he would've wanted.
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