His First - Peter Pan x Reader (On Hold)

Chapter 17: Worst Than Death

Pan made is back to the blood cover, destroyed camp. He muttered curses and looked around for Y/n, hoping she'd be okay. It didn't take long due to the rain slowing down but not stopping. He found her sitting, or rather laying against a tree. Without a second thought he rushed over, staggering every now and again due to the mud, to get to her to make sure she was okay.

"Y/n, come on," Peter mutter shaking her shoulder lightly.

Y/n only shoved him back and stood up and never met his gaze as she walked over to where the lost boys danced. Now there was blood, mud, and bodies of the Lost Boy and the Pirates. She didn't cry. She heart was cold and the bitter taste was still in her mouth after what Killian said to her. He even killed her but see how she came back to life did terrify him, it made him feel weak. Defenseless against her. Killian threatened her that her boy was next after he'd stabbed her. He regretted the word when she came back to life. She was so deep in her own thoughts she forgot about Pan. She didn't flinch when he placed a hand on her shoulder though.

"Y/n?"

"He threatens to kill Felix after he killed me. The look on his face when I came back...he looked defenseless," Y/n muttered. "I wanted to kill him for causing all of this. This damage, this pain, all these deaths. Only I didn't. I didn't want to be a monster like him or my step father."

Pan took in each of her words. She feared of becoming a monster yet the one she loved was turning into one. She didn't kill for vengeance like Pan would have. She killed to defend others and herself. She even regretted killing Joan's brother. He may have been a bully but he didn't deserve to die.

Pan, however, saw things differently. Killian deserved to die. He and his crew. They didn't just ruin the camp and slaughter lost boys, they destroyed innocent minds of children. Pan wasn't going to let this slide. He was going to make them pay for what they had done.

"Well I'm not going to stand by. That bastard deserves to die," Pan snarled.

Y/n glared at Pan with displease showing in her eyes.

"Pan. You can't be serious."

"I'm completely serious. He took our home. Kill these boys. Including Rufio," Pan's voice soften when bring up Rufio. "He has to pay."

Y/n didn't have time to persuade him otherwise due to him teleporting off. Dread and disappointment filled Y/n. Knowing this is the man that is leading not only young boys but her own son down a darker path.

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Days past and the camp was rebuilt and stocked with supplies, but there was something new in that supplies. Dreamshade. Many small glass biles were filled with it. Felix was second in command now as well. Many of the boys wanted revenge not long after they buried the fallen Lost Boys, so that's what Pan decided to give them.

Meanwhile, Y/n was making her own plans. She know that there was something worse than death. Internal suffering is what Y/n planed. Looking at the small vile she had she smirked lightly. She may not have wanted to kill them, but to have them suffer and slip into despair and insanity is something she'd do. Let him kill himself. Her smirk fell.

She had an antidote for this vile and she'd be calling the shots and making the deals now. This may have seem like a cruel and twisted thing to do and it was. She even reconsider it but she also wanted to show him what happens when someone threatens her and her son. So she tucked the vile in her pants pocket and headed to the beach. She knew the Lost Boys would be at the ship sooner of later so she decided to wait at the tree line.

As expected, it wasn't until nightfall the lost boys decided to attack. Y/n moved from her spot and moved out. When she neared the ship she heard the battle cry's and the painful shouts the pirates cried. Slipping on the ship Y/n hide in the shadow, avoiding the pirates and the Lost Boys. She had her eyes on one person and that was Killian.