She.

3. Self to Self:

You realize how disturbing your thoughts are?
Do you realize how loud you're being??

KEEP IT DOWN!

I'm trying to live.

I swear if I even hear another peep from you, I'm sending you away.

Yeah.

Like the last time.

The last last time.

And the last last last time before then.

Think I won't?
You thought your thoughts were coveted?
Thought I couldn't hear them?

You're putting me down.
You in-functional little shit.
You're depleting me of life.
You're stealing part of my lungs,
Trying to become my voice.
But robbing me of my,
Glory instead.

You're not stronger then me.
You're just my mental.
I'm the physical,
With enough strength not to take action.
That's why you're just the voice in my head.

You stole half my heart.
And left me with the basics.
Told me survive somehow.
Without a stable mentality.

You told me to survive with just my physical.
Cause you'd given up on holding your end.
Too much physical labor for you.

So you sit and pretend.
And contemplate and think.
And drove me crazy,
How could you???

You're me but not really.
Just the voice inside my head.
That yells that life is over.
With blood dripping out of your ears,
And your fingertips and your tears.

You can have that,
But please go face your fears.
Don't take away my patience.
My patience for you is thin.

If you take one more thing from me,
The balance will be at an end.
And I will no longer be able to,
Hold onto both of our ends.

So keep it down.
Please be quiet.
I'm trying to hold us together.
Let me physically figure it out.
Let me keep us afloat.
Just don't deter me away from our survival,
Just because you don't see,
An anchor that'll hold the boat.

Be quiet.
Or I'll send you away and lock you up again.

Yeah,

Like the last time.

The last last time.

And the last last last time before then.