17. Fast Forward, Flatline.

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Everything is wrong.
A disaster,
A mess.
A tornado twisted over my head.
It's my fault I guess,
See I do this often.
I wallow in distress.
Depressed.
I let it take over and make a mess.
A mess in every aspect.
I can't seem to make the best,
The best decisions.
The less,
The less choices I possess.
The less my mind is aware of my steps.
My steps.
Lead in one direction.
Backwards.
Pressed.
Pressed backwards are my legs.
I watch my life move forward.
But my legs.
My legs move back in time,
Stuck in rewind.
Stuck,
Stuck in time.
But I guess I never learned,
You can't press rewind in real life,
To save yourself.
So I guess I'll have to just,
Press fast forward,
Flat line,
Guess I'll just have to end myself.

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