Afraid Of Love (Namjin)

3-Ex boyfriend

(EDITED: 6/19/19)
EDIT: HELLO MIDGETLOVERS, I'M EDITING THIS BOOK SO IF YOU FIND ANY GRAMMAR MISTAKES PLEASE TELL ME AND I WILL FIX IT!! THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT!!

*WARNING THIS CHAPTER MAY HAVE SOME MATURE ACTS AND A LITTLE BIT OF VIOLENCE SO IF YOU CANT READ THIS PLEASE SKIP*

KIM SEOKJIN POV
I back up. I grab my bags tightly, "Jeyong, i dont have time for you now bye" I say and walk away. I'm immediately pushed into the wall, because of that all my bags fall in the floor.

He pins me against the wall, and puts my hands ontop of my head. I try to push him off me. But he is too strong, my eyes start getting watery.

"Oh Jin how I missed touching you" he said putting his free hand on my chest and sliding his hand down. "Leave me a-alone" I say. I start kicking, but he puts his body closer to me. "I can do what ever I want, you are still mine" he says. A tear starts sliding down my cheek.

He starts kissing me on the neck leaving hickeys on my neck. I start to kick again.  "I'm not yours" I say. More tears start falling down my cheek, he kisses me roughly and he slides his tounge in my mouth and explores inside. I try pushing him but nothing works. I become weak, he starts moving his hand under my shirt. He touches my waist. I start panicking.

"S-stop" I say. He smiles, he gets close to my ear, "No" he says simply and continues kissing my neck again, the I suddenly feel a sharp pain in my neck. I close my eyes in pain, My body becomes weak and my vision starts to black out. Then suddenly Jeyong is on the floor with a bloody nose, I try to open my eyes and see Namjoon, I suddenly fall to the floor. My vision becoming blurry. Namjoon runs to me, "Jin!...... Jin!...... Jin wake up" he shouts.

Namjoon notices the blood dripping from my neck and panics. He looks at Jen Jeyong, "how dare you do this to him?" he says angrily. "His mine" Jeyong says with a smirk. Namjoon puts me on the ground softy and walks up to Jeyong, he punches him in the face. "Don't touch him again" Namjoon says and walks to me. He picks me up bridal way and walks to his car. He lays me in the back seat calmly. I start closing my eyes. "Jin it's going to be fine just stay awake" he says and goes to the driver seat.

He picks his phone up and calls someone. "Mark, I need you, can you come to the hospital and tell Jackson to go to the parking lot and he will find a luggage and four bags" he says and hangs up. He drives to the hospital, I start to blank out. And then the blackness took me.
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I stood alone in the night sky walking on a endless road, it was so dark I could see anything something kept pushing me back and it was the darkness.

KIM NAMJOON POV
"WHAT WRONG WITH HIM DOCTOR!!??" I shout worried. "Well the thing that was on his neck was a needle that had poison and we have to make surgery on him, but for now he is still unconscious and we really can't do anything more" the doctor says as he walks away.

Mark puts his hand on my shoulder, "he is going to be fine" he said patting me. "I should have never let him go by himself" I said putting my face in my hands. "Hey why do you care about him?" He asked me.

I look up, "he just feels different from everyone I met" I say. "So your saying he is the one?" Mark asks. I nod.

[AFTER SURGERY]
The doctor walked out of Jin's room. "IS HE ALRIGHT?" I ask the doctor. "I have some bad new and good news" he said looking at his clipboard. "What will you like to hear first" he asked me. "The Good new please", I say quickly. "Well the good new is that the surgery went well and he survived, but the bad new is that he will have trouble breathing and swallowing, and he will have to take some medication for a while until he recovers but ever thing else is just fine" the doctor says closing a folder he was reading.

I sigh of relief. "So who lives with him?" the doctor asks. I raise my hand, "follow me I have to show you the medication he will have to take" the doctor says and walks away, I follow him to a room.

KIM SEOKJIN POV
I open my eyes slowly. I move my head but my neck burns so I put it back to where it was, but I did notice that there was this unknown boy sitting next to me, "oh..your awake" he says passing me a cup of water. I grab the water and drink it cause my throat is dry. "Who a-are y-you?" I use all my energy to say it. "My name is Mark Tuan, but just call me Mark" he says. I nod, "my name is Kim Seo-" I said before he interrupts me. "Yeah Kim Seokjin, Namjoon told me" he said grabbing the cup and putting it on the desk next to him.

I nod, "what h-happened?" I ask. "You had a accident, I will tell you later for now just rest a bit and you will be much more better tomorrow" he says helping me lay down. I close my eyes and fall asleep.

MARK POV
I wait until Jin looks like he is asleep and saw quietly walk out the room and sit down next to Jackson with Namjoon on my other side. "How is he doing?" Namjoon asks worried. "He is fine, he just went to sleep, and you little boy need to get some rest as well" I say pointing at him. He nods, " Can I stay with him" he asks, I nod my head. He gets up and goes in the room Jin was in.

I lay my head on Jackson's shoulder. He grabs my hand and intertwines it with his. "I feel bad for Namjoon" I say. "Me too" he says. He looks at me, and places a kiss on my lips and places his forehead on my forehead. "I love you" he says, "I love you too" I say and give him a kiss on the forehead. "We should go now" i say standing up with Jackson.

He nods and we go out of the hospital and head to our dorm.

KIM SEOKJIN
Namjoon already left. I feel so lonely, I close my eyes just wanting to be asleep. I fall into a deep sleep again.

[DREAM]
I wake up from a big bang, I look around and find myself in the hospital room. I sigh, I close my eyes, but the door opens to reveal Jeyong. The last person I want to see.

I panic, "so you found yourself a other one, well...." He says digging in his pocket and taking out a knife. "I think I will have to kill you and him" he say walking closer to me.

My eyes get wide. He puts the knife below my neck. "Say your last words" he says. "Don't Kill Him Please" I say. He smiles, "bye" he says and slides the knife across my neck and then my vision becomes black.

I wake up panting. The door openes and reveals......

"Min yeongn?"...................

EDITED 6/19/19: HELLO MIDGETLOVERS I'M EDITING THIS BOOK BUT I STILL THINK THERE ARE SOME GRAMMAR MISTAKES SO IF YOU FIND ANY PLEASE TELL ME!! I WILL APPRECIATE IT!!!!

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