Afraid Of Love (Namjin)

23- Song

3RD POV
Namjoon opens Yoongi's door to tell him something. "Hey yoo-" but he got interrupted when Yoongi shut his computer like if he was hiding something,  Namjoon has seen Yoongi do this many times but this time he decided to say something this time and very distributing.

"Oh..are you watching porn to try on Jimin or are you touching yourself and watching it while imaging its Jimin?" The younger says with a smirk forming on his face.

Yoongi just stares at him in shock and then their is a awkward atmosphere filling up the room. "W-what?" Yoongi asks confused. It takes some time before he got what Namjoon said and grab a pillow and threw it to the Younger.

"What the fuck?" The older says crossing his arms with a frown on his face. "Hahaha I was just lying but were you actually watching porn?" Namjoon say turning his face from a laughing one to a serious in just 2 seconds.

"What!?NO!!!!.......why would I? I already know how to fuck people" Yoongi says but whispers the last part.

"Yeah right" Namjoon says and continues making fun of Yoongi. Until Hoseok comes in, "Come on guys we have to continue making our new song" he says.

They agree and walk to the studio that is about 2 blocks away. "Its getting cold" Yoongi says walking in the studio. The other two nod there heads and get to their position next to the mic, they put on the headphones and read over the lines. "Okay the music will begin soon" Namjoon shouts.

The music starts..... (I WILL WRITE THE LYRICS SO THEY NEVER ACTUALLY SINGED THIS SONG OKAY, THIS SONG DOES NOT EVEN EXIST)

When the trouble goes away you can't feel the pain

Namjoon's voice fills the air and the other two hear the beat in his voice moving there heads with the music flow. They decided to make a slow song with no rapping. And the song was called "Different Love".

You just need to contain it
You never knew how I feel you just ran away

They decided to make a song about there feels.

But baby I know how you feel, Just let me love yooou
Baby just let me explaaainn tooooo

And Namjoon's lyrics was telling everyone how he felt about the person he was never able to let go.

Please don't leave meeeeeee
Why can't we just be a weeeeee
Cause baby I know this is different love

And he knew he was never going to let him go.

Cause baby I'm never gonna let you go
Why can't you understand the heavy load
I just want to love you
Why can't you just let me love yoooou.

When Namjoon was done Hoseok started singing.

There is many people in this world I can love
But I still can't find the one to love

And since Hoseok never really found a person to love he decided to make a story of his future love....oooohh but little did he know that he will soon find that person.

But baby I know you are out there somewhere
Where ever you are
I been looking with my own heart
But do you ever feel like the stars are breaking
Do you ever feel like your heart is faking
Baby you are making it

He wanted to express of how he was lost and couldn't find the right person to love and that why his heart was faking.

I been broken once
But I know with you I won't be broken anymore
my love one
Cause baby I know this is different love

He wanted to express of how he has been heart broken and is waiting for he right one.

Cause baby this is different love

Yoongi starts singing. And this is the first time he sings without rapping.

Baby I been in love with you for a long time
I fell in love with your kind heart

He wanted to tell the world of how he felt for Jimin and how he fell in love and how he feels for Jimn right now.

Cause you are my love
My ture love
I feel so happy to be by yourside
And hold you with my hands
All over your body

But he failed on keeping it PG-13. Just DEAL with it.

With you underneath me in bed
Just grabbing you tightly
We can be mighty
But baby just wait and see

And about their good times and bad times but they never let go.

Walking along the sea
Just you and me
Some days can be bad
And you stay mad
But baby we never let go
Cause baby you are my sun ray
Even when you are having a shy day
Baby you are my sunlight
My day and night

How much he loves him

Baby I love you so much
Cause baby i know this is different love

Then they all sing together

Design to be together
Just taken from the ground
To just be wih you
Because we were meant to be together now
We all can love but we can't all be in the same love
Cause baby I know this is different love
Cause this is different loooovveeeee.

The song slows down and comes to a end. They take off the headphones and give each other a good job hug.

"That was good guys, I will just send it to the office and then we will get to publish it" Namjoon says smiling at the other two.

They nod there head and start to pack their stuff and go to a near by restaurant.

"I think that song will become a big hit" Hoseok says. They agree and sit down near a window.
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KIM SEOKJIN POV
I sit down on my working desk while hearing the song its killing me by ikon. I just l love their music, "hey Jin are you going to the party of Youngjae" Jinyoung says pushing a chair next to my desk and sitting on it.

I nod my head, "Jin I know you are still mad at Bambam and me, and we are really sorry we annoyed you" he says. I nod my head, "Jin is something bothering you?" He asks.

I shake my head, "Nope im fine" I say getting up and walking to the bathroom.

I wish I can scream at him to let me be but I'm not that kind of friend.

I miss Namjoon.....

SO WHY DO YOU THINK HE HEARS NAMJOON'S VOICE WHEN HE FAINTS.......I WONDER WHY.......
SORRY MY BOOK WAS IN HOLD
I JUST HAD TO O STUFF AND I WAS WORKING ON MY NEXT BOOK WHICH WILL BE BETTER BUT VERY SAD AND SOMEDAYS I WAS TO LAZY TO EVEN WRITE AND I HATE HOW I HAD TO PUT THIS BOOK ON HOLD
I BET SOME OF YOU GUYS WERE ANNOYED......
SO FOR NOW ON I WILL TRY TO UNDATE IN SATURDAYS...........
HOPE YOU ENJOY THE REST......OF THE BOOK......
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