Afraid Of Love (Namjin)

36- Pack

KIM SEOKJIN POV
"and I do remember you, you are my hero" a voice says from behind the wall. I turn around to see Han, "You know you actually changed me that day, you made me stronger and I'm thankful for that, I never knew Minho was actually using me" he says staring  deep in my eyes, "but when you left I felt lost because you were always by my side, Minho noticed that you were gone he was always sacred of you, but when you left he would always beg me to go back with him, I couldn't trust anyone not even myself" he continues. "people started to bully me again, Minho would always help but his popularity went down because his father lost his job and he became a outcast like me, he told me that he didn't care about his popularity, or about his money, he only cared about me" he says as tears are treating to come out "how can I trust him? You were the only person I needed but you disappeared into thin air, I tried to find you in some other expensive schools but you weren't found, until I heard my old friend Mina talking about you, I filled up to be your teacher so I can finally meet you again" he says tears already falling out. I feel tears rolling down my cheeks from every word he said, I step forward and hug him tight.

"I'm s-sorry for l-leaving you" I sob out, he was like a little brother for me.  I just continue to hug him and feel my shoulder getting wet because of his tears, "I missed you" he said hugging me tightly. "I missed you too" I say.

KIM NAMJOON POV
I gently close the last box and tape it up. I sigh as I lay back on my bed, I stare at the ceiling but my mind fades away to his beautiful face. His perfect lips, his soft hair, his beautiful eyes, his kind personality.

All of him was perfect. I let go of a big sigh as I get up.

I grab my phone and see a text from my mom.

EOMMA❤: BE READY FOR TOMORROW I PAID FOR SOMEONE TO PICK YOU UP, HE WILL BE AROUND AT ABOUT 1 IN THE AFTERNOON SO YOU WILL BE ABLE TO SAY GOODBYE TO YOUR FRIENDS. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU IN CHINA.💖💖

I read it and put my phone aside, tomorrow I have to give him the letter. I hear a knock on my door, "It's open" I shout.

Yoongi walks in with hobi behind him. "Dude it feels so different with boxes all around and finally not a mess in here" Yoongi says, I glare at him.

Hobi sits beside me, "You don't know how much pain you will put him in" he says looking down. I look down as well, "I know" I say.

"don't worry I will update you about him" Yoongi says, I nod my head.

"did you at least write him something?" Hobi asks. I nod my head and show him the envelope, "I tried my best" I say as I lay the letter on top of my nightstand.

"Namjoon, I know you love him and you don't want to let him go, but let me tell you that you will soon meet him again, no matter how many years go by he won't forget you, because you broke his walls, when you leave he might try to rebuild his walls once again, but he isn't weak anymore, you made him more stronger, I want you to remember that" he says patting my back. I can feel tears tickling my eyes.

"and just remember we will always be here, and he will always be here when you come back" hobi says laying my head on his shoulder. I let the tears fall, as I nod my head.

"I just hope so"..........

SORRY THIS CHAPTER WAS SHORT I JUST HAD TO ATLEAST WRITE SOMETHING FOR YOU GUYS... AND YES SADLY THIS BOOK IS COMING TO A END BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY CHAPTERS MORE IT'S GOING TO BE.

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