KIM SEOKJIN POV
We finished cooking, and you must have seen it. Namjoon does not even know how to cut onions, he freaking cuts them like apples.
We made some beef, ramen, rice with vegetables. I wrapped them in a plate and made Namjoon carry two plates and me oneeeeeeee.So lucky.
I grab my phone and wallet. We head out and I lock the door behind us, and head to Jungkook's dorm.
"I have two words....un...fair" he says almost dropping the pot of ramen, but grabs it on time. "If you keep on complaining, I swear to god I will make you wear a crop top in Monday for school" I say pointing a finger at him.
"Fine" he says. We reach Jungkook's dorm, and I knock on the door. Jimin opens the door with a bored face, "you finally came, I thought you were making out and you forgot" he says moving from the door way to let up past.
"Hey, Jungkook told me a secret and I will tell it to Suga as well, you want me to?" I ask looking at him with a glance. He eyes get wide and he gets to his knees, he hugs my leg "please don't, I promise i will not make fun of you guys anymore I promise but please don't tell him" he begs.
"Fine" I say and he let's go of my leg and gets up dusting his self off. We walk in and see Yoongi laying on the couch lazily, Jhope on his phone playing a game, Jungkook and V talking, Yugyeom looking around,Mark and Jackson telling jokes to each other and thats about it.
I put the plates in the countertop and walk over to the living room and make Suga move for me to sit. "NOOOOOO!" He screams, "Hey, I'm you hyung MOVE!" I shout. He moves, "Fine, eomma" he says rolling his eyes. "Ummm....I like that nickname for now on call me eomma or mom" I say with a smirk, they just roll there eyes at me.
"Hey! If I see anyone of you roll there eyes at me, I will make you wear a crop top in Monday" I say looking at all of them. "Okay eomma" they all say. I nod my head, "isn't this suppose to be a party?" I ask.
"Yeah" Yugyeom says getting a beer from the cooler. "DRINKS ANYONE"? A voice comes out of the kitchen with a shot in his hand, he has black hair and black eyes, he looked quite cute I might say. I tilt my head confused, "who are you?" I ask nicely.
"Oh..I'm -hiccup- JB" he says shaking my hand. I smile, "I'm jin" I say. "JB, why are you drunk you know we have to practice a dance when the party is over" Jackson says. "Oh....I know, just -hiccup- because I'm the leader -hiccup- does not mean I have to be there" he says drinking the shot he had in his hand.
"Leader?" I ask confuse. "Yeah, I'm Got7's -hiccup- leader" JB says sitting down on the floor. What? The second popular group in school, OMG WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF IN???!!!. I grab a beer but before I can drink it Namjoon grabs it, "No, beer for you, I don't want you to turn out like him" he says pointing to JB and drinking the beer.
I roll my eyes, I take a other beer from the cooler. "I'm older then you, you are the one that is not suppose to drink beer you dumbass" I say whispering the word "dumbass".
He looks at me, but I ignore him and drink the beer.
[3 HOURS LATER]
We ate and they said it was the best thing they have ever eaten. But they said that the beef was a little bit to salty, *cough* Namjoon *cough* did it!!!!!
I already have 1 beer.
Namjoon 5 beers.
Jungkook had water (Under age to drink)
Jimin 1 beer.
Jhope 4 beers.
V 5 beers.
Yoongi 5 beers.
Yugyeom had water (Under age to drink)
Mark 3 beers.
Jackson 3 beers.
JB 6 beers, with 3 shots.
JB was hugging a pillow repeating 'I miss my little Jinyoung' aka his boyfriend. Jackson and Mark are say I love you repeatedly to each other.
Yugyeom is just sitting talking to Jungkook.
Yoongi is trying to get Jimin's attention.
V is trying to talk to Jungkook, but Jungkook is to busy talking to Yugyeom.
Jhope is talking to him self.
Jimin is getting annoyed by Yoongi.
Jungkook is talking to Yugyeom, and getting disturbed by V.
Namjoon is trying to kiss me.
I'm getting annoyed by Namjoon trying to kiss me.
WHY DOES HE DO THIS TO ME!!!??? I think we should leave, yeah we should. I push Namjoon off of me and he lands face first on the floor. I laugh for a moment but then turn to Jungkook, "Jungkook, I will be leaving someone does not leave me alone" I say. He nods his head, "okay bye and make sure to use protection" he says with a smirk.
I roll my eyes at him, and shake my head. I grab Namjoon's arms and wrap them around my shoulder, he weights so much, ugh. I open the door and walk out closing it behind me.
We start to walk down the hallway, but suddenly I'm pushed to the wall and I drop Namjoon. I close my eyes from the pain on my back, the person has me pinned on the wall. I open my eyes.
"Min Yeongn, what the f**k, let go of m-" but I get interrupted by his lips crashing in mine. I get out his grip and push him off of me, "WHY THE HECK DID YOU DO THAT" I shout at him. "WHY THE F**K DO YOU THINK I DID THAT, I F**KING STILL LOVE YOU, BUT OHH JUST BECAUSE IM FRIENDS WITH THE MAN THAT TOO ADVANTAGE OF YOU AND TRYED KILLING YOU DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING, I HEARD THE WHOLE STORY!" He shouts back with tears rolling down his cheeks.
His right Jeyong took advantage of me, I lost my virginity by him. He made me but I still loved him, he made me do stuff I didn't want to. I did it because I didn't want to lost him........and now he broke me into pieces, after that I didn't believe in love until I met Namjoon. But at the same time I'm afraid of Namjoon.
(WARNING PLEASE READ: HEY GUYS, SO JIN IS GOING TO HAVE A FLASH BACK OF WHEN JEYONG FORCED HIM TO HAVE "THAT" WITH HIM SO IT WILL HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF SUMT IN IT, SO IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH IT PLEASE SKIP THE FLASH BACK, THANK YOU)
"Come on baby, make daddy happy" he pouts. I'm looking at the man that I love and will do anything for him, but is this to far to do for him. I'm still a virgin, I can lost my virginity by him, the person I love and I don't want to lost him.
"Bu-" I said before I'm interrupted by him, "No, buts Jin I have been waiting for you to be ready for months, so please just do it for me" he says. "You told me you will wait until I'm ready no matter what" I say.
"Come on Jin, I have been waiting already, I know you are still a virgin, but if you don't want to we should break up and I will let a other person do your job that you never did" he says with a loud voice making me wince "do you want a other person doing you job?" He says with a lower voice. I shake my head, "than make daddy proud and do it for me" he says playing with my hair.
I didn't want to lost him. I nod my head, "Good boy" he says laying me down on the bed. "Just be a good boy for daddy will you" he whispers in my ear, I nod my head again.
He unbottons my pants and slides them down, he kisses my neck making me weak. And he takes off his pants, when we take all our clothes.......He puts lube and goes inside me.
"Why didn't you tell me, I would have stopped being friends with him, now he said he will hurt me for loving you, Jin....please forgive me" he says looking at my eyes.
I look at him with anger eyes, "no" I say and quickly grab Namjoon that is still laying on the floor, why did he have to know that was private, what will happen when Namjoon finds out about the whole story. I stand up and start to walk away until someone grabs my wrist, I look down, "Jin, Jeyong will hurt you and Namjoon, he will try anything to make you hate each other" he says letting go of my wrist and looking at me one last time, "just don't let Namjoon go, he makes you happy and i will never forgive myself for hurting you like Jeyong did" he says walking away.
I look at him disappear down the hallway. I thought he didn't like me with Namjoon, "Jin lets -hiccup- play hide -hiccup- and seek" Namjoon says. I smile at him, "let's first get you to our dorm" I say and we keep walking to our dorm.
What is Jeyong going to do to us?
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Afraid Of Love (Namjin)
FanficStarted:August 17 2018 Ended: still not done Kim seokjin is afraid of love, but he was never like this. He use to love being loved by someone but ever since his last relationship he has been dark in love. He because afraid that he will be used again...
