Afraid Of Love (Namjin)

12-You are drunk!

KIM SEOKJIN POV
"One more" I say rubbing my temple. Jungkook and I went to the bar and it was a mistake, I keeped on thinking about Namjoon so I just wanted to get drunk to feel better. I just don't know my feelings for him, I like him but I just don't know. I'm just scared that he will hurt me or I will hurt him, I don't want us to suffer.

"Here you go" the waiter says. I grab the cup and drink the tequila, the burning liquid goes down my throat. "Jin, You are drunk!" Jungkook says from beside me, Jungkook well he is under age but he promised the waiter he won't drink so the waiter let him in. "No, I'm not leave me -hiccup-alone" I say.

He sighs. "Can I have a bottle -hiccup- of whisky" I say, the waiter hands me the bottle and I drink the liquid. Jungkook takes the bottle away from me and puts in in the table, "You are Drunk, Don't you know what happeneds if you drink to much, you pass out and you can die don't you know what will happ-" he continues talking but I space out.

Namjoon,Namjoon, Joonie, Joonie. "JOONIE!" I shout, Jungkook stops talking and looks at me confuse. "Who's Joonie?" He asks with a eyebrow raised, Hot tears start to fall down my cheek. "Namjoon, my joonie" I say hugging Jungkook out of a sudden, I cry on his shoulder. "I lost my Joonie" I cry, he hugs me back, "it's okay Jin" he says.

"Lets go back" he says, I nod my head. He pays and we start walking to the building, "Jin, what dorm is your's" Jungkook asks. I slowly close my eyes, and I fall asleep.

KIM NAMJOON POV (YEAH BACK AT IT AGAIN!!!!)
I walk down the hallway to my dorm until I see two familiar people walking down the hallway, one is carry the other, while the other was sleeping? I should help them, I start walking to them until I recognize who it it. Jin? And Jungkook? I quicken my pace.

"Need help?" I ask, Jungkook looks up "Yeah he's kind of heavy" he says. I pick up Jin and carry him bribe way, "do you know which dorm is his?" I ask. "Nope, I was going to ask him but he feel asleep" he says. I nod my head, "and why does he smell like alcohol" I ask. Jungkook's eyes get wide, "oh...um...well....Fine we went to a bar" he says looking down, I frown "He got drunk right?" I ask. He nods his head "I tried to stop him but he suddenly start to cry and then he was saying 'I lost my Joonie'" he says looking at Jin and scratching the back of his neck.

I raise an eyebrow, "Me?" I ask since Jin called me like at when he was going to a new dorm.

Flashback
"um...I know you will not like this but I moved my dorm somewhere else" He said looking down. "Why?" I ask with a frown, "Joonie, I just need sometime to think of what to do next, if I keep hanging out with you they will just attack me more, but I just don't w-want to l-leave you" He says with a little bit of stuttering.
End of flashback

"Yeah" he says. I nod my head, " What about you go to the office and find out what dorm is his while I take him to my dorm and bath him" I say. He looks at me with a eyebrow raised, "Fine, but don't do nothing stupid or I will come and hunt you down" he says walking away. I smile at myself, I look down and look at Jin features. It feels like years without without him even though it's been about kind of a day.

I miss him so much, "Okay Jin, let's go bath you" I say and walk to my dorm. I quickly open my door and walk in, I lay him on "his" bed and walk my closet. I grab a Pink hoodie don't ask why I have it and grab some clean boxers, I put a towel ontop of the sink counter and take his clothes off. I carry Jin to the bathtub and lay him down slowly.

I grab a small cloth and wash him with body soap. When I finish, I wrap him around a towel and walk out the bathroom. I lay him on the bed and change him quickly into the hoodie and the boxers, he looks so cute!!!

I take a picture of him really quickly and lay on my bed and look at Jin's Instagram account. There is a knock on the door, I quickly get up and open the door to find Jungkook. I let him in, "I hope you did do anything to him" he says walking in. I shake my head and smile, "I didn't" I confirm. "Well I just found out what his dorm number is it's 321" he says looking at Jin.

"I guess I will bring him over there" he says. I nod my head, even though in the inside I wanted Jin to stay but I can't. "I will help you bring him over there" I say and pick Jin up. Jungkook nods and walks away with me following him, we took the elevator and reached the 3th floor.

So far away from my dorm, we find the room 321 and Jungkook knocks on it. We hear voices from the inside and then hear footsteps getting closer to the door. The opens and reveals, "Jinyoung?" I ask confuse. "Ohh...hey Namjoon" he says smiling, I smile back "it's been a long time" I say, he nods.

"We better catch up" he says, I nod. "So what's wrong with...Jin?" He asks when he notices Jin n my arms, "well...someone here invited Jin to go to the bar with him but Jin got drunk and we had to find his dorm" I say while looking at Jungkook. "Hey it's not my fault, he just wanted to get drunk because he felt heartbroken" he says crossing his arms.

I roll my eyes.

"Anyways, where do I put him?" I ask. "Oh..Um Just put him in his bed" he says letting just in, I nod my head and walk inside, I notice 3 beds. "Which beds his?" I ask, "oh..the one in the end" he says, I nod my head and walk to the bed and lay him down.

"Who was it Eomma?" A voice says from behind me, I turn around and see Bambam. "Oh..look my best Thai person" I say with a smile, he glances at me, "Oh it's you, it's been a long time since I seen you" he says with a eye roll, I frown "You don't talk like that to your hyung" I say.

He rolls him eyes again. "Yeah, whatever" he says and walks to the kitchen. I smirk, "Well I guess we will be leaving" Jungkook says and walks away. "Bye" Jinyoung waves at Jungkook, "Bye Jinyoung see you around, oh and give me your new phone number, just in case something happens to Jin" I say.

"Okay..and What did Jungkook mean by Heartbroken?" He asks confuse. "Oh..well that a long story I will tell y-you later" I say looking down, "Namjoon, everything will work out" He says patting my back. I nod my head, "I hope so because I don't want to lose him" I say. He nods, I hand him my phone and he puts him phone number in my phone.

He hands me my phone back and put it in my pocket. "Bye" I say and walk out the dorm to my dorm.

"I just hope it all works out soon" I whisper..........

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