Afraid Of Love (Namjin)

11- I'm sorry

MIN YEONGN POV
"Yeongn?".........
"I'm sorry Jin, please forgive me it's all my fault....p-please" I say getting on my knees and holding his hand. I mess up everything, I messed up the last hope I had to become friends with him. It's all my fault I messed up his reputation. I messed up. I should I never became friends with Jen Jeyong.

"Sorry for what?" He asked. Hot tears started to fall down my cheeks, "I'm sorry, Jen Jeyong m-made J-Jeon do that t-to you, h-he wants you to s-s-suffer, Jin I'm sorry" I say holding his hands tighter. He pulls his hands away, "You were part of his plan?" He asks. I look down wiping my tears again, "Were you?" He asks a little bit louder.

I didn't answer him and continue to look down. "WERE YOU?" He shouts at me, I flinch from his loud voice. I slowly nod my head, I really don't want him to get mad at me but at the same time I just want to tell him the truth. "Jen Jeyong made me, he said if I didn't help he would hurt you and me so I agreed I don't want him to hurt you, he told Jeon about our plan and she agreed on it since she wants Namjoon back" I said.

"But he is hurting me right now don't you see?" He asks. I nod my head, "that's why I'm sorry" I say calmly. Silence fills the room up, you can even hear the bathroom sink that is next door turn on. He get up, "I have to go do something important" he says and walks away. I sit on the cold floor all alone, in the darkness. I need to stop this.

I go out and walk to my dorm.

KIM SEOKJIN POV
I walk to the main office, Mrs.Autal was there tying in her computer. She looked up and smiled, "oh...Jimin's friend I haven't seen you here in a while so what's the problem?" She asks. I quickly bow, "Hi Mrs.Autal, well there's this problem that I have and I bet my reputation is now really low so I will like to change dorms if that possible?" I ask.

"Yeah, heard what happened I'm really sorry for what happened to you, I'm pretty sure the school with find out who was that person or you will tell them" she says. I nod my head "I will make sure they know" I say. "Well, we have a room, but the room can fit 3 people because that is like a bigger room for people that don't have a dorm, well you are in luck since there is only 2 people in that room right now, can you give me your old dorm key?" She asks.

I nod my head and pull out my dorm key from my pocket and hand it to her. "Thank you and here is you new dorm key" she says handing me a new dorm key. I bow again, "Thank you" I say and walk to the door. "Jin" Mrs.Autal calls at me, I turn around, "everything will be alright" she says. I nod my head and walk to my old dorm, I knock on the door and Namjoon opens it, he quickly hugs me tight like his life depends on it. I hug him back, "I'm sorry Jin" he whispers in my ear.

I smile at that. I break the hug and look at him, "um...I know you will not like this but I moved my dorm somewhere else" i say looking down. "Why?" He asks with a frown, "Joonie, I just need sometime to think of what to do next, if I keep hanging out with you they will just attack me more, but I just don't w-want to l-leave you" I say with a little bit of stuttering.

"Jin, please don't go" he says his eye's getting watery, he holds my hands. "Namjoon it's for the best" I say, he shakes his head. I move my hands away, "I have to pack" I say and head to my closet. I take out my suitcase and lay it on my bed, I open it up and put all my clothes in there. I zip my suitcase and grab it, I turn around and see Namjoon on the floor hugging his knees.

I walk over to him and he flinchs. I kneel down and cup his face, I calmly kiss him. It's just a simple kiss no tounge, I place my forehead on his forehead. "Please promise me you will wait for me" I say, he slowly nods his head. He wraps his arms around my neck, "I promise, I will always hold you when you come back" he says letting go. I nod my head and kiss his forehead.