MIN YOONMIN POV
"Jimin... It's me, yoongi" I say opening his bedroom door. I walk in after not hearing a response.
I find Jimin covered in blankets on his bed, I put the food on his nightstand. I slowly sit down next to him, "Jimin.. Please.. It's not your fault... You never expected it to happen" I say placing my hand on top of him.
He flinches and moves away, I pull my hand away quickly. My eyes start to become glossy, "J-Jimin please.. Just listen to me" I say calmly.
"Jimin please just lis-" I stop talking when he sits up, "why are you still talking to me?" he asks in a sad, angry voice. "Jimin please it was not your fau-" I say before he interrupts me. "YES IT WAS, I'M JUST WEAK AND AFRAID, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY YOU ARE STILL TALKING TO ME..... WHY DO YOU STILL LOVE ME, I WAS TOUCHED BY SOMEONE, YOU SHOULD FEEL DISGUSTED BY ME" he sobs. I quickly pull him in a hug, tears start falling down my cheeks, "It's not your fault, you are strong I promise you that. I'm not disgusted by you, just because you were touched, whatever happens I will still love you, just trust me" I say kissing his head.
"You might not think you are beautiful, but in my eyes you are the most beautiful person I have ever met and you will always be that beautiful person, you might feel alone sometimes but I promise you that I will always be by your side, always" I cry out, "People might harm you, but for now on I will protect my mochi, I still love you and even in the hard times I will still love you no matter what, okay?" I whisper in his ear.
He nods and wraps his arms around me, this hug expressed our feelings for each other. "I love you sugar" he say looking up, I smile at him and kiss him. "I love you too chimmy" I whisper.
"Yoongi, about that talent show, I really want to participate in it, but I'm afraid" he says. I look down at him and make him look at me, "Jimin, don't be afraid, I will be there for you, Jin will even be in the talent show, you are not alone to be afraid" I say.
He smiles, "then I will try out" he says kissing my cheek. I smile back at him. "do I deserve you? I'm so lucky to have you as my boyfriend" I say playing with his hair. "and I'm lucky to have you as my boyfriend" he says.
I smile and tickle his on his sides. He falls backwards and starts to laugh uncontrollably, "s-stop... Y-yoongi" he laughs out loud. I stop and smile, he smiles back.
He grabs my collar and pulls me in a kiss. A meaningful kiss.
KIM NAMJOON POV
"dude you should really tell him before it's too late" taehyung says sitting down on the couch. I pull my hair down, "I just can't what if I hurt him" I say. He looks at me with a blank face, "Namjoon, you will hurt him even more if you tell him more later, you need to tell him for him to understand, you love him and you should follow that love or you are just going to lose him again" he says.
"but I just can't" I say. "...... If you cant tell him in oerson, give him a letter" he says.
"I will see" I say. "ooh..I have to go to a date with jungkook, just keep thinking about it" he says walking out the door.
Should I tell him?
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Afraid Of Love (Namjin)
FanfictionStarted:August 17 2018 Ended: still not done Kim seokjin is afraid of love, but he was never like this. He use to love being loved by someone but ever since his last relationship he has been dark in love. He because afraid that he will be used again...
