Started:August 17 2018
Ended: still not done
Kim seokjin is afraid of love, but he was never like this. He use to love being loved by someone but ever since his last relationship he has been dark in love. He because afraid that he will be used again...
(NOT EDITED) MIN YOONGI POV "Someone has to do something!!! He has been in that room for a whole week!! And I don't know if he is eating well!!! He has been missing classes and you never know if he will hurt himself or not!!" Jungkook shouts at all of us.
"Jungkook, he is fine he just needs time" Jimin says. "Shut the fuck up!!! He is your friend as well he can be doing something to himself!!" Jungkook says grabbing Jimin by the collar.
I stand up and push Jungkook away from Jimin. "CALM THE FUCK DOWN" I shout at him, "we all are worried okay? But just because you are worried doesn't mean you can put your anger on all of us" I say.
"what will we do now?" Hoseok asks. "Someone has to go talk to him" I say.
"I can" Hoseok raises his hand, I nod. "while you do that I have to do something" I say "and don't fucking fight again".
I walk away and walk downstairs to the first floor and walk outside. I go in my car and lock all the doors, I grab my phone and call Namjoon.
He answers right away. "Namjoon we need to talk" I say straightforward.
JUNG HOSEOK POV I slightly open the door and enter the dark dorm. The only light on was the one on the nightstand, I see a figure under the covers. "Jin?" I ask.
He doesn't move. I sit on the bed, "Jin come on, get up" I say. He slowly gets up but covers himself with a blanket. "what?" he says his voice coming out rashly like he hasn't talked in a while.
"Jin, come on I thought you were much more stronger, just because Nam-" I say before he interrupts me, he pulls the blanket down but he is looking down. "You thought wrong, I was never strong I was just trying to hide my real self from people" he says.
He slowly starts looking up, my eyes get wide at the sight of him. He had dark purple bags under his eye, his eyes were red from crying, his hair was a mess, his lips were dry.
"I was just trying to hide my real self, the weak one, the one that doesn't know how to love, the one that is afraid of love" he says.
"Jin that's not tru-" I start but he interrupts me.
"You like Youngjae don't you? But he was your friend since childhood and you don't want to mess that relationship up, that's why you are also afraid of love" he says.
It was true. I was afraid of ruining my friendship with youngjae.
"I was afraid as well, that's why I didn't confess to Namjoon, I was afraid of getting hurt again, now look I'm late" he says looking down.
"and I don't want me to see you in the state I'm in right now, that why I want you to love and not be afraid, I want you to love youngjae back" he says grabbing my hands.
I look up at him. I nod my head.
"and if you just that I promise I will finally get out of this room, because Namjoon would have never wanted to see me in this state" he smiles.
"he broke my walls and I'm thankfully for that, he wants me to be stronger so I will do just that" he says.
I smile back, "Thank God" I say hugging him.
I back away, "you must be hungry come on the others are waiting outside we can all eat together" I say pulling him off the bed.
KIM SEOKJIN POV "Come on change up" he says, I smile at him and walk to my closet.
I grab my clothes and walk to the bathroom to change.
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