Afraid Of Love (Namjin)

26- What the Tomatoes?

JUNG HOSEOK POV
I slowly open my eyes, where the heck am I at? I slowly move a bit and suddenly feel a arm around me. My eyes get wide......oh snickers. I slowly turn around and see.....
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(WHO IS HIS FUTURE HUSBAND?)
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YOUNGJAE!!!

I jump back and fall in the floor, Oh..my..god...why am I naked?

I suddenly grab a blanket and cover myself, "WHAT THE TOMATOES?" I shout getting mad. What the Tomatoes happened yesterday, SHIT SHIT SHIT?

Youngjae sat up and rubbed his eyes looking around, he suddenly stopped and looked under the blanket he had on. "Oh....shit" he said with a groan, "What the fuck happened last night?" I ask him with venom in my voice.

He looked up, "Don't you remember?, we both got drunk" he said simply.

What?.......ooooooooooo yeah....

FLASHBACK
"Just fucking g-give me a o-other drink well you" I say, he shugs his shoulders and passes me the bottle of whiskey. I golp down the drink and smash it on the counter, "You k-know what, I always h-had a crush on you since 7th" Youngjae says trying to sit down but almost slips out of the seat because of how much he consumed.

I look up and stare at him,"I actually h-had a c-crush on you as w-well" I say.

(Smut ahead and its when they actually have that so you have been warned)

He starts to lead in and I do the same, my brain tells me to stop but my heart has other plans. For once our lips attach together like two  missing puzzle pieces, we move our lips together.

He places his hand on my cheek and the other one on my thigh, I give him entrance and he starts roaming his tongue around every edge and corner. We start to lean in the counter and eventually he places me on the counter and hovers me, but we don't let go of the kiss.

Eventually we are out of air but he continues kissing my neck to my collar bone. I start to roam my hands on his chest and moan out of pleasure, I grab on his belt and take it off.

He takes off my shirt and his pants, he slowly starts kiss and sucking my chest and then takes off my pants. I tug on his shirt, "Off" I growl. "Okay okay" he says putting his hands up in defense and taking his shirt off.

He picks me up and carries me to his room, good thing his roommate is gone. He gently places me on his bed and takes out the lube and comdom from his table, we continue to kiss ,our dicks  (SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO SAY dick IN A WELL MANNER WAY JUST DEAL WITH IT) making friction. Wait when did we take off our boxers?

Before I notice he already covered his hand with lube and put two fingers inside of me. I moan loudly and ache my back from the pleasure and pain,  how did we get into this mess? Wait a minute did I tell him I'm still a virgin?

He starts moving his fingers in and out. He then puts three fingers in, Shit Shit its getting hot in here. He continues kissing me on my collar bone and then bits my ear, "It's gonna be fine" he whispers. He takes out his finger and puts his dick in front of my entrance. He starts rubbing our dicks together making me a moaning mess, "S-stop teasing me" I say coming out of breath. He stops and slowly enters me, "Ahhh...I-it h-hurts" I say grabbing the bed sheets tightly. "Sorry...the pain will take off soon Hoseokie" he says and slowly moves inside me.

The pain soon turns into pleasure......

"Holy shit no no no no, this is not okay" I say standing up and grabbing my clothes from the floor. "Hoseokie wai-" he says before I interrupt him, "just shut up and stop calling me that" I say pulling on my shirt. I can only see red right now, "Hoseok just listen okay...I know it was a mistake but-" "But what there is no explanation okay it was just a mistake it never happened I never knew you lets just leave it like that" I say and slam the door behind me. I ignore the pain in my lower region and continue to walk.

The redness of my eyes soon take off and are replaced with blurryness of tears. I run down the hallway and go in my room and lock the door, why him? Out of all the people why him? He was my best friend and my first crush....why him?

I grab my photo book from my desk and turn to the pages that have photos og Youngjae and me. When I first moved here, he was the first friend I had, he remained me of my sister she was always happy and had the brightest smile he ever saw. My sister died because of cancer, she would always show her smile in those hard times even though inside she was slowly dying.

I ripped the pages out and throw them on the floor. Why does this have to hurt so much why can't I just forget about it?

Why does he have to remind me of my poor died sister? Why him?

920 WORDS

SORRY THIS CHAPTER IS SHORT, IF YOU HAVENT PLEASE READ MY OTHER BOOK CALLED ONE SIDE LOVE.